Feb 24, 2005 09:52
The sun comes up
On all these bitter things.
To color in the gray
That covers everything.
It's been a heavy sky
Pressing down on me.
I stumble through the new day
But i don't know what it brings.
I go on. When i think i've lost it all. I go on. But everything seems so wrong. I go on. I've been quiet for too long. I can't start over, but i can change everything.
Underneath my skin
I'm jaded and strung out.
And i have been frustrated
Cause i don't know what it's about.
Life is overrated
If you don't know how to bleed.
And im sick and tired of waiting
For everything i need.
I go on. When i think i've lost it all. I go on. But everything seems so wrong. I go on. I've been quiet for too long. I can't start over, but i can change everything.
There's no sense in hiding
These scars that cover me.
But it's worth all its fighting
To find a better way... to get up off my knees.
I go on. When i think i've lost it all. I go on. But everything seems so wrong. I go on. I've been quiet for too long. I can't start over, but i can change everything.
I wish there was just like a poster for every human being that we all kept in our closets... that told us what college, our husband/wife, how many kids, all those things.. i know that takes the fun out of the mystery or life.. but it would be nice to have some reassurance sometimes.