(no subject)
New Years '06
I wish I was that girl...
I feel very trapped in my life right now. I should feel that way because I'm totally busy and never have any free time but in reality I feel the best when I'm at Seussical rehearsal which SHOULD be my biggest stress factor. I feel like I've kind of lost myself. In consenting to what other people want me to be, not personality-wise but decision-wise, i feel like i've completely cut off the person i used to be. i used to be sooo free and so flirtatious and what not. i'm not that at all anymore. and while i've always been socially insecure, i feel like now i'm completely trapped and i can't get out without becoming an absolute recluse. that would totally suck. so come back to me free-gina!