Dec 10, 2004 00:32
what do you do when your 'best friend' is in oregon, and all the people you like enjoy the company of the one person you hate in the world. I think it is really depressing. Plus, I am a depressed about life anyway. Drinking doesn't help... how does one know if thier friends are real, if they talk to you about other people, and then 'love' them when they are around??
i don't know what I am gonna do. I love my peeps, but I wonder if they are real , 'peeps'. I am worried that i am one of those people who can never really get to have one best friend that means everything to you and that I will always, be a 'floater' have 'friends' everywhere. without one TRUE best friend.