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So, here we are again, getting ready for another semester of college, I feel that I am unprepared....I don't want to leave summer. HOWEVER, I feel that it is time for a break from all that has happened this summer. For awhile now, I have felt that some friends and family have wanted a break from me, and I really can't blame them...some times I really do not like my behavior, I feel that I am childish and just plain annoying, so I really cannot blame people for wanting a break from me, sometimes even I do. I know I do not talk to a lot of people right now the same that I did earlier this summer and it hurts but what are ya gonna do? I feel like I am stalking some people so thats gotta stop too! Hey, thats life though...as my good friend, J. Phizzle and I used to say "Hey thats life...what are ya gonna do about it? NOTHING, so don't fucking worry about it!" Philson, you are a pimp, brush that dirt off your shoulders....you make me hope that some kind of Karma exists...because if you ask me, I think we are in need for some postive karma...and that goes for you too Trendun, brush your shoulders off, we should all be getting positive karma!
You know what, now that I am done with that paragraph, I really can't wait for school to start, I kinda feel lonely and I really think going back will help with that, so pimp-tastic. the only problem is getting up at 8:30 mon wed and fri, but I get out pimp early...YEAHYA!
I really do not feel right now like I did at this time last year...usually there is a song that will remind me of this summer, but I really cannot put my finger on one for this summer...only specific events trigger any memories...
on a lighter note, the sweetest old man came in to work today with his 10-year-old grand daughter. The grand daughter had just broken her arm and was feeling down so they cam to fish world to look at the fish...he told me this and that she was just wanting to know more about fish...so me and them talked for a long time...until the store closed! While we were talking, he would say the nicest things too "We are so lucky to be talking to somebody so smart" and "We really came at the right time" and things like that....when we were all done, his grand daughter and him looked so happy, I felt great. I hope I see them again...they were great people...very genuine, I hope they know how good they made me feel. Thank you God for sending them to fish world and having me there to help them.
You know what, now that I am done with that paragraph, I really can't wait for school to start, I kinda feel lonely and I really think going back will help with that, so pimp-tastic. the only problem is getting up at 8:30 mon wed and fri, but I get out pimp early...YEAHYA!
I really do not feel right now like I did at this time last year...usually there is a song that will remind me of this summer, but I really cannot put my finger on one for this summer...only specific events trigger any memories...
on a lighter note, the sweetest old man came in to work today with his 10-year-old grand daughter. The grand daughter had just broken her arm and was feeling down so they cam to fish world to look at the fish...he told me this and that she was just wanting to know more about fish...so me and them talked for a long time...until the store closed! While we were talking, he would say the nicest things too "We are so lucky to be talking to somebody so smart" and "We really came at the right time" and things like that....when we were all done, his grand daughter and him looked so happy, I felt great. I hope I see them again...they were great people...very genuine, I hope they know how good they made me feel. Thank you God for sending them to fish world and having me there to help them.