Cuz its like that
First I'm going to start off with the promise that ill update more... and no im serious this time!!! I just added a friend thats a coworker from my work and she impressed me so I gotta do this more often. Also I've been letting certain LJers know whats going on. Cindy and Strider know it all lol... so heres an update for you guys.
Alright.. everyone knows about the car crash; and im sure you guys understand how my lifes gone crazy and I've lost alot. So i was talking to this guy; and yeah he stopped talking to me after i lost my car... so awesome.
aside from that heres what im been updating my muse SR with that some of you should know.
Works been difficult. Since my car crash situation I havent been able to make it on what ive been getting paid so Ive been looking for opportunities. Since I started AE has known that I had high goals up the ladder with them and so started my InterDevelopment Plan (IDP) but shortly after becoming Stock Supervisor it paused and I ended up just staying where I was. I worked under the assumption "working to prove my self and strengths under pressure is the strong basis to get me anywhere in the company" and it did, I'm pretty much home at my store.. but I still wanted more which it just seemed they were hesitant to give me... I don't know whether its a 'losing a great team member' or what it is but it hurts. So this is what I did. I applied elsewhere half-heartedly as a manager to see if I could even get far... except more things went into motion at AE. So, my store manager, we'll call her Florida; lol; went on vacation when I was having my crisis so I ended up filling that application elsewhere while she was gone... I had asked the other managers what they thought and gotten their input however..... when she got back I didnt tell her the first day i worked with her. See the whole situation was also hard for me to think about leaving a 'nest' of two years.. so it was upsetting and i was determined to tell her the next day i saw her. Things got difficult here....
You see... she found out. Also she found out i didnt tell her when i saw her. So she made next weeks schedule.. I went from like 30 hours.. to like 3 hours... ouch. Also she wanted to talk to me, and of course she felt scorned and stabbed in the back but I calmed her down. The thing about stories are, they're not peoples stories if just anyone tells them. You see the person that told her didnt know of my financial crisis. She didnt know i was helping my family out.. so shes a stupid b*tch that just gave Florida alot of commentary and no details having not even TALKED TO ME.
Anyway wish me luck in all my endeavors people... I applied.... at HOT TOPIC.
So ive been going over my old comiccon free manga (SR knows what im talking about) and they preview all these different series.. so I need people (ninjas like SR) to start reading these too:
BLEACH
PhD
Beet
Qwan
Chrono Crusade
o0o0o and my friend Michael insists I check out Wildstorms CMX line. I did alittle (denotes a little) and thought Swords of the Dark Ones seemed cool in a Final Fantasy 7-esque way... also Tenjho Tenge looked cool in a Rival Schools-esque way... :-P anyway we gotta hang out so i show him what really amazing manga is... even though he was surprised how much nudity is in them.. ithink he saw p*nis lol <-- i bleeped that cuz my coworker renee might read this lol and she goes to church lol!!
O0o0o I'm thinking I gotta have a PROJECT RUNWAY party for the season finale... im really upset that Nick just got voted off.... the ideal final three should have been NICK, SANTINO and like CHLOE... but now it has to be SANTINO, DANIEL and CHLOE... if KARA gets in there somehow theres no justice with the world and the only way that happens is if SANTINO continues to rebel too much.
::Sigh:: I miss all my SD heads, I gotta get a car again.. hopefully thats what my tax refund will be. Wish me luck and YAY i posted M*thERF*ckeRS!!!!lol <-- again Renee goes to church
Ohhh and on a closing note; this is for SR...
http://www.drmcninja.com/index.html
oh and SR;
WONT YOU BE MY VALENTINE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! lol
-Kid Groove
Alright.. everyone knows about the car crash; and im sure you guys understand how my lifes gone crazy and I've lost alot. So i was talking to this guy; and yeah he stopped talking to me after i lost my car... so awesome.
aside from that heres what im been updating my muse SR with that some of you should know.
Works been difficult. Since my car crash situation I havent been able to make it on what ive been getting paid so Ive been looking for opportunities. Since I started AE has known that I had high goals up the ladder with them and so started my InterDevelopment Plan (IDP) but shortly after becoming Stock Supervisor it paused and I ended up just staying where I was. I worked under the assumption "working to prove my self and strengths under pressure is the strong basis to get me anywhere in the company" and it did, I'm pretty much home at my store.. but I still wanted more which it just seemed they were hesitant to give me... I don't know whether its a 'losing a great team member' or what it is but it hurts. So this is what I did. I applied elsewhere half-heartedly as a manager to see if I could even get far... except more things went into motion at AE. So, my store manager, we'll call her Florida; lol; went on vacation when I was having my crisis so I ended up filling that application elsewhere while she was gone... I had asked the other managers what they thought and gotten their input however..... when she got back I didnt tell her the first day i worked with her. See the whole situation was also hard for me to think about leaving a 'nest' of two years.. so it was upsetting and i was determined to tell her the next day i saw her. Things got difficult here....
You see... she found out. Also she found out i didnt tell her when i saw her. So she made next weeks schedule.. I went from like 30 hours.. to like 3 hours... ouch. Also she wanted to talk to me, and of course she felt scorned and stabbed in the back but I calmed her down. The thing about stories are, they're not peoples stories if just anyone tells them. You see the person that told her didnt know of my financial crisis. She didnt know i was helping my family out.. so shes a stupid b*tch that just gave Florida alot of commentary and no details having not even TALKED TO ME.
Anyway wish me luck in all my endeavors people... I applied.... at HOT TOPIC.
So ive been going over my old comiccon free manga (SR knows what im talking about) and they preview all these different series.. so I need people (ninjas like SR) to start reading these too:
BLEACH
PhD
Beet
Qwan
Chrono Crusade
o0o0o and my friend Michael insists I check out Wildstorms CMX line. I did alittle (denotes a little) and thought Swords of the Dark Ones seemed cool in a Final Fantasy 7-esque way... also Tenjho Tenge looked cool in a Rival Schools-esque way... :-P anyway we gotta hang out so i show him what really amazing manga is... even though he was surprised how much nudity is in them.. ithink he saw p*nis lol <-- i bleeped that cuz my coworker renee might read this lol and she goes to church lol!!
O0o0o I'm thinking I gotta have a PROJECT RUNWAY party for the season finale... im really upset that Nick just got voted off.... the ideal final three should have been NICK, SANTINO and like CHLOE... but now it has to be SANTINO, DANIEL and CHLOE... if KARA gets in there somehow theres no justice with the world and the only way that happens is if SANTINO continues to rebel too much.
::Sigh:: I miss all my SD heads, I gotta get a car again.. hopefully thats what my tax refund will be. Wish me luck and YAY i posted M*thERF*ckeRS!!!!lol <-- again Renee goes to church
Ohhh and on a closing note; this is for SR...
http://www.drmcninja.com/index.html
oh and SR;
WONT YOU BE MY VALENTINE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! lol
-Kid Groove