Feb 06, 2008 20:38
Today, I played a day full of Sims and watched Classic 60 Minutes-Tina Turner. I adore her. I want to BE her. Nothing stopped her, she's still crazy happy, and at 60(something) she still looks gorgeous. This is the most recent of gifts granted to me by my favorite thing, VH1 Classic. Pop-up video-Jackson Edition and 6 hours of The Who footage are among the gift list. Also, Radio Free Roscoe at 2:00, the only good thing coming from a full-time "The-N" channel. Nathan Stephenson, please come here from Canadia and be my best friend... with benefits. Lots of steamy, steamy benefits.
Life is not kind. At all. I'm over it a lot, but unfortunately, that doesn't change anything. I wish you understood, that's what I go through every day. I need to catch a break of some kind soon. I don't know what to do, but I feel trapped. You do not understand, and it's only getting worse. Interlochen soon. Maybe. Hopefully.
On a side note, I'm proud of my strength, emotionally, not physically. I'm proud of my coping abilities and I'm proud of the way that I live. It may not be healthy, but I survive, and I'm proud of that too. So please, dearest, do not critique my personality when your own is oh so very flawed and lacking in all things required to make an adult. Be a big kid, stop hand-holding and crying over spilled fucking milk.
Now, I'm gonna go learn two minutes of Moliere prose.