Lovely............
I could really use this break since i can finally be with my dear friends.............Although i am a complete weebo for even worring about broken arm or just looking back on our year together but since yeah fanfics are the way to go when your completely depressed ima just draw for a while remember "Shit Happens" now that even said that he wasnt completely bad he was always worried about me from the start GREAT now i want him even more just lovely............ Why is it that love is so complecated?
I cant even say that i hate him without laughing that it a lie....... dosent this seem like a bad shojo scean? c-cause thats how i always felt especally around him i come up with the weridest of fanfics like just everyday stories just come from nowhere just like this week....I feel pretty broken up about this what if i transfer next year? my mom wants me closer to home for some reason and i still wanna be with my friends real close..........
woke up thinking that i could finally let go of the past and break past mistakes and tell the boy i loved how i felt "Mizaki your gonna be late again" Momma called as i changed listing to music like usual tied up my hair and put on my lucky blue shirt as i ran out the door "Bye~!" i called as i rushed downstairs hoping to catch the bus no not a cheese bus
~ At School~
I walked queitly down the halls my friends decided to glomp me......"HAPPY LAST DAY MIZAKI~!!" they yelled "Thanks uh head on to the classroom without me" trying to look cool " whats wrong?" Sakura asked "A-AH~ nothing" i said as she shruged and took everyone with her now im just listing to music and looking out the window to see clear blue skys but who cares about that? "Yo Mizaki~!" He called "I know that voice..............ah shi-"i was cut off " i wanna tell you something" Kai said "What that you like me or something" Blushing Fiercly with a small chuckle he noticed something was off "Gee how you knew?" he laughed as he decided to wrap his arms around me and took out my headphones whisperd something that made me cry "YOURE LEAVING?~!" i spazed "Just for the summer" he explained "But i was gonna have you all to my self and besides I Lo-" he cut me off as he kissed me n-not one of those weak kisses nither he pulled me in closer and asked "Will you wait? " i stared at him with nothing but tears "Course i will stupid "he smiled and kissed me
"Ha~" I woke up "So it was just a dream? tsk i-it felt so real" I cried all that morning "Stupid Feelings"
