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BIG PROBLEMS
- tempest_night : ok so my prom is coming up and i would love to be there with travis... (8MONTHS!!!) but dude has a track meet... i understand his commitment but he's all like "ive got a commitment to my team..." yadda yadda yadda... ummm what about me? AND THEN he had the nerve to diss me MAJORLY in class... no minors here... omg... i seriously hated him at the end of class.. i swear to god, if edjuan wasnt there then i wouldve gone off on somebody.. thanx edjuan for being there*... i dont know why i put up with the b/s i mean one second hes sweet and nice and caring and loving and back to the travis i know and love... then next second, when his boys (or others come up) hes crackin on me... i mean on one hand its funny.. i can laugh at myself for a while... but when it continues it just gets aggrevating and annoying.. i mean he used to do shit like that and then apologize... so it was all good... but i just felt hatred... i mean bryant did this sh*t after we broke up but last i checked neither one of us is saying its over... unless hes pulling a will and not talking to me then one day ill read in his journal "im single again.. ANYWAY... do you know the last time we've been alone? ok the little thing on the fifth floor does NOT count... but it was december 10th 2004... over 4 months ago... what the *$!% am i still doin with this cat? i donno... i guess i have faith that it will get better...
*edjuan is my boy that a met a while back... like him for a while and fought over him with one of my best chicas... but its all good... this cat is like my big brother... hes soo cool tho... its kinda funny how chill he is... he did so much stuff involving water, pillows... pillows... and bryant and ryan... haha but its all jelly... thank god for edjuan being at class on saturday... i seriously would have either broken down or broken something...
anywho... my moms just got home... so ill check you later... travis... damn it... call me