Must Be Some Sort Of Record
I've been home less than 10 hours from Chicago and already screwed up.
I don't even know what I did. Damn it. I'm working so hard to be a better person and yet, things just go the wrong way. I don't understand what else I can do to make myself better.
I guess the only thing I can do is pray and hope that God hears me and helps me work on my issues. For one, I'm probably just taking everything way too personally and none of this is my fault at all.
UGH!!! I just wish sometimes that God would drop a little blue envelope in front of me that says in the letter everything I can do to make myself perfect, how to get a better job, and what's coming in the future that I should prepare for.
Unfortunately I know that's not how God works. Everything works out in His timing.
Okay, I've got to take off. Heading to work is a good thing to do. :)
I don't even know what I did. Damn it. I'm working so hard to be a better person and yet, things just go the wrong way. I don't understand what else I can do to make myself better.
I guess the only thing I can do is pray and hope that God hears me and helps me work on my issues. For one, I'm probably just taking everything way too personally and none of this is my fault at all.
UGH!!! I just wish sometimes that God would drop a little blue envelope in front of me that says in the letter everything I can do to make myself perfect, how to get a better job, and what's coming in the future that I should prepare for.
Unfortunately I know that's not how God works. Everything works out in His timing.
Okay, I've got to take off. Heading to work is a good thing to do. :)