New Choices 5
In Saga’s hospital room, Saga and Tora where still only hugging, quietly talking to each other.
“So, who was your last girlfriend?” Tora was surprised at Saga’s question.
“I’ve … uh.. Never had a girlfriend before.” Saga laughed quietly.
“Boyfriend then?”
‘nope.” Saga stopped laughing but hugged Tora tighter.
‘Are.. You a virgin?!” It was now Tora’s turn to laugh.
“God no!”
“Whore…”
“Just because I’ve never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend does not mean that I have never had sex y’know.”
“That’s pretty whoreish.” They both laughed, until Saga pulled Tora closer. “I need to tell you something.” Saga’s face was right beside Tora’s which made Tora a bit embarrassed.
“What’s up?” Tora could hear Saga take a deep breath.
“I…. really … like you.” Tora’s heartbeat stopped. What?!
‘Uh… Saga….” Tora didn’t know what to say. Did he like him to? Well, has he ever thought about Saga that way? Of course. Maybe now’s the time to tell him.
“I… like you too..” Tora couldn’t bring himself to look at Saga after his confession. Although he was pretty sure Saga was probably more embarrassed than himself at the moment. Saga smiled and brought his hand up to Tora’s face to stroke it.
“Thank you.” Saga then kissed Tora on the lips, passionately and wrapped his arm around Tora’s neck. This was a dream come true.
There was silence after that kiss. They both just enjoyed each others company. Of course, until someone entered the room.
‘This was what you guys were doing?! Just hugging?!” Miyavi looked disgusted at the fact they weren’t doing anything else. Tora and Saga just laughed.
The next couple of months were the best months of Saga’s life.
Hiroto and Shou were walking down the park, hands entwined with each others. They were chatting about Shou leaving school next term.
“But I don’t want you to leave!” Hiroto pouted. That meant that Hiroto couldn’t see his boyfriend for hours!
“I don’t want to leave either, but I have too. And I got into college too!” Shou tried to reason with him.
“But it’s not fair!” Hiroto let go of Shou’s hand and stood in front of him. “Your ‘college’ is in Tokyo! Miles away from here! Your already leaving me in school, isn’t that enough?!” Shou could see hints of tears from Hiroto’s eyes.
‘Look, Hiroto. We both knew this was coming. So please, lets stop arguing.” Hiroto sighed.
“So that’s it? Your not even gonna try anything? Your just gonna go to college far away from me and think I’m just gonna be okay?!” Hiroto couldn’t stop the single tear from falling.
“Look Hiroto-” Shou tried to pat Hiroto’s arm but Hiroto flinched away.
“Shou, I don’t want a relationship that requires me traveling 50 miles just to see you!” Shou’s mouth was open.
“So…. What do we do?” Shou could tell where this was going.
“Shou…. I think we should break up… it’s for the best.” Hiroto didn’t care that he was crying. Shou then felt his tears coming.
“Hiroto …. Is this how it ends?” Shou couldn’t believe it.
“I … guess so… and Shou? … for the last time…. I love you.” And with the last three words, Hiroto walked away from Shou… for the last time. Shou’s heart broke there.
FF 1 YEAR LATER
Today was Shou’s day off. College was a blast, although it was quite boring, he had made many friends there. One of them was called, Ruki. He was Shou’s best friend. He was small, skinny and quite moody. But Shou and him were like brothers. Today, was a college day out, basically meaning let all your friends see you house. Shou couldn’t wait to let Ruki, Uruha and Yuji see his house.
They were all on the train, waiting to get to Shou’s hometown, to his family who he hasn’t seen in ages. Shou looked around the train.
“Psst.” He looked up and Yuji was looking at him. Yuji spoke.
“Isn’t that, that famous singer over there?!” Yuji pointed to a young man sitting playing with his phone.
“Who are you talking about?”
“Miyavi!” Shou gasped. There was only one person who he knew called Miyavi. And he was pretty sure that only one person in the entire universe, had that name.
“Oh right. I’m gonna go talk to him.” Yuji gasped.
“W-Well if your gonna do that. Could you…..uh … get me an autograph??” Shou chuckled and nodded. He then strode over to the seat beside ‘Miyavi’. Miyavi was too occupied with the frog game on his phone to notice someone had sat beside him. OF course, until there was a bump in the train tracks. Shou’s head connected with the shelf above him and his hand magically went across the man‘s face, who was sitting beside him.
“Oww!!! You Just SLAPPED ME!!!” Miyavi stood up causing his phone to drop to the ground, making the device smash into tiny pieces. “My PHONE!!!!!!” Shou gasped and crouched down, helping miyavi pick up the tiny pieces of technology.
“I am SO Sorry!!” Shou kept apologizing to him. Miyavi stood up, Everyone on the train were watching them. Miyavi to his hat off and looked at Shou.
“You know, you look oddly familiar.” Shou blushed and nodded.
“Because it’s me, Shou?” Miyavi looked puzzled…. Then it suddenly clicked.
“Shou!!! Hey Buddy!” Miyavi lifted Shou by the waste and spun him round. Then he set him back down and glared at the smaller man. “You. Broke. My. Phone. Now. I. Cant. Play. The. Frog. Game. Anymore.” Shou gulped and closed his eyes ready for a blow to the face. But instead he felt miyavi hug him.
“Glad you’re here Shou.” Shou smiled and hugged him back. The train stopped.
“Well this is my stop. Bye Shou!” Shou waved then remembered something.
“Miyavi! I need your autograph for my friend!” Miyavi smiled and nodded. He wrote his signature on a piece of paper. “Sayonara Shou.” He left the train and Shou smiled. Yuji’s mouth was wide opened.
“You… know Miyavi?!” Shou smirked.
“Yeah … We go way back.” Yuji nodded.
“So.. Can I ask you something then?” Shou nodded.
“Is he gay? Cause so many people say he’s got a boyfriend and others say he’s got a girlfriend. You should know right?” Shou shook his head.
“I’ve not seen him in a year. But I’m sure he’s at least bisexual.” Yuji gasped.
“Cool!” Shou handed him the autograph and Yuji stared at it like it was gold.
They had to wait a little while until it was there turn to get off. And suddenly, Shou felt nervous.
“Hey dude? Are you okay?” Ruki asked Shou.
“Ooh. Yeah. Just not been here in a while.” Uruha laughed at him.
“Getting the jitters? Come on take us to your home” Uruha grinned which earned a smile off of Shou.
The 4 boys walked through the town centre, Shou feeling very nervous in case he saw someone he knew. Which was probably likely.
“Wow! Who’s the hottie?!” Uruha shouted in Shou’s ear, making Shou jump back. Shou glared at him.
“Who?” Uruha pointed to a tall boy, black hair, lip ring and jeans and a top on. “How am I supposed to know?” Uruha shrugged.
“I thought you said you knew everyone?”
“Well some people could have just moved hear ya know!” They began walking again until they all saw a very scary guy walk past with a very non-scary kid beside him.
“Is he uh…. Going to rape that poor kid?!” Ruki shouted making everyone turn round to look at him. “Wow.. Tough crowd.” Shou was trying not to laugh. But he couldn’t help it.
“So, who was your last girlfriend?” Tora was surprised at Saga’s question.
“I’ve … uh.. Never had a girlfriend before.” Saga laughed quietly.
“Boyfriend then?”
‘nope.” Saga stopped laughing but hugged Tora tighter.
‘Are.. You a virgin?!” It was now Tora’s turn to laugh.
“God no!”
“Whore…”
“Just because I’ve never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend does not mean that I have never had sex y’know.”
“That’s pretty whoreish.” They both laughed, until Saga pulled Tora closer. “I need to tell you something.” Saga’s face was right beside Tora’s which made Tora a bit embarrassed.
“What’s up?” Tora could hear Saga take a deep breath.
“I…. really … like you.” Tora’s heartbeat stopped. What?!
‘Uh… Saga….” Tora didn’t know what to say. Did he like him to? Well, has he ever thought about Saga that way? Of course. Maybe now’s the time to tell him.
“I… like you too..” Tora couldn’t bring himself to look at Saga after his confession. Although he was pretty sure Saga was probably more embarrassed than himself at the moment. Saga smiled and brought his hand up to Tora’s face to stroke it.
“Thank you.” Saga then kissed Tora on the lips, passionately and wrapped his arm around Tora’s neck. This was a dream come true.
There was silence after that kiss. They both just enjoyed each others company. Of course, until someone entered the room.
‘This was what you guys were doing?! Just hugging?!” Miyavi looked disgusted at the fact they weren’t doing anything else. Tora and Saga just laughed.
The next couple of months were the best months of Saga’s life.
Hiroto and Shou were walking down the park, hands entwined with each others. They were chatting about Shou leaving school next term.
“But I don’t want you to leave!” Hiroto pouted. That meant that Hiroto couldn’t see his boyfriend for hours!
“I don’t want to leave either, but I have too. And I got into college too!” Shou tried to reason with him.
“But it’s not fair!” Hiroto let go of Shou’s hand and stood in front of him. “Your ‘college’ is in Tokyo! Miles away from here! Your already leaving me in school, isn’t that enough?!” Shou could see hints of tears from Hiroto’s eyes.
‘Look, Hiroto. We both knew this was coming. So please, lets stop arguing.” Hiroto sighed.
“So that’s it? Your not even gonna try anything? Your just gonna go to college far away from me and think I’m just gonna be okay?!” Hiroto couldn’t stop the single tear from falling.
“Look Hiroto-” Shou tried to pat Hiroto’s arm but Hiroto flinched away.
“Shou, I don’t want a relationship that requires me traveling 50 miles just to see you!” Shou’s mouth was open.
“So…. What do we do?” Shou could tell where this was going.
“Shou…. I think we should break up… it’s for the best.” Hiroto didn’t care that he was crying. Shou then felt his tears coming.
“Hiroto …. Is this how it ends?” Shou couldn’t believe it.
“I … guess so… and Shou? … for the last time…. I love you.” And with the last three words, Hiroto walked away from Shou… for the last time. Shou’s heart broke there.
FF 1 YEAR LATER
Today was Shou’s day off. College was a blast, although it was quite boring, he had made many friends there. One of them was called, Ruki. He was Shou’s best friend. He was small, skinny and quite moody. But Shou and him were like brothers. Today, was a college day out, basically meaning let all your friends see you house. Shou couldn’t wait to let Ruki, Uruha and Yuji see his house.
They were all on the train, waiting to get to Shou’s hometown, to his family who he hasn’t seen in ages. Shou looked around the train.
“Psst.” He looked up and Yuji was looking at him. Yuji spoke.
“Isn’t that, that famous singer over there?!” Yuji pointed to a young man sitting playing with his phone.
“Who are you talking about?”
“Miyavi!” Shou gasped. There was only one person who he knew called Miyavi. And he was pretty sure that only one person in the entire universe, had that name.
“Oh right. I’m gonna go talk to him.” Yuji gasped.
“W-Well if your gonna do that. Could you…..uh … get me an autograph??” Shou chuckled and nodded. He then strode over to the seat beside ‘Miyavi’. Miyavi was too occupied with the frog game on his phone to notice someone had sat beside him. OF course, until there was a bump in the train tracks. Shou’s head connected with the shelf above him and his hand magically went across the man‘s face, who was sitting beside him.
“Oww!!! You Just SLAPPED ME!!!” Miyavi stood up causing his phone to drop to the ground, making the device smash into tiny pieces. “My PHONE!!!!!!” Shou gasped and crouched down, helping miyavi pick up the tiny pieces of technology.
“I am SO Sorry!!” Shou kept apologizing to him. Miyavi stood up, Everyone on the train were watching them. Miyavi to his hat off and looked at Shou.
“You know, you look oddly familiar.” Shou blushed and nodded.
“Because it’s me, Shou?” Miyavi looked puzzled…. Then it suddenly clicked.
“Shou!!! Hey Buddy!” Miyavi lifted Shou by the waste and spun him round. Then he set him back down and glared at the smaller man. “You. Broke. My. Phone. Now. I. Cant. Play. The. Frog. Game. Anymore.” Shou gulped and closed his eyes ready for a blow to the face. But instead he felt miyavi hug him.
“Glad you’re here Shou.” Shou smiled and hugged him back. The train stopped.
“Well this is my stop. Bye Shou!” Shou waved then remembered something.
“Miyavi! I need your autograph for my friend!” Miyavi smiled and nodded. He wrote his signature on a piece of paper. “Sayonara Shou.” He left the train and Shou smiled. Yuji’s mouth was wide opened.
“You… know Miyavi?!” Shou smirked.
“Yeah … We go way back.” Yuji nodded.
“So.. Can I ask you something then?” Shou nodded.
“Is he gay? Cause so many people say he’s got a boyfriend and others say he’s got a girlfriend. You should know right?” Shou shook his head.
“I’ve not seen him in a year. But I’m sure he’s at least bisexual.” Yuji gasped.
“Cool!” Shou handed him the autograph and Yuji stared at it like it was gold.
They had to wait a little while until it was there turn to get off. And suddenly, Shou felt nervous.
“Hey dude? Are you okay?” Ruki asked Shou.
“Ooh. Yeah. Just not been here in a while.” Uruha laughed at him.
“Getting the jitters? Come on take us to your home” Uruha grinned which earned a smile off of Shou.
The 4 boys walked through the town centre, Shou feeling very nervous in case he saw someone he knew. Which was probably likely.
“Wow! Who’s the hottie?!” Uruha shouted in Shou’s ear, making Shou jump back. Shou glared at him.
“Who?” Uruha pointed to a tall boy, black hair, lip ring and jeans and a top on. “How am I supposed to know?” Uruha shrugged.
“I thought you said you knew everyone?”
“Well some people could have just moved hear ya know!” They began walking again until they all saw a very scary guy walk past with a very non-scary kid beside him.
“Is he uh…. Going to rape that poor kid?!” Ruki shouted making everyone turn round to look at him. “Wow.. Tough crowd.” Shou was trying not to laugh. But he couldn’t help it.