Mar 20, 2011 23:02
suddenly i feel like i'm going to miss my home, miss my dad, my mom, my brother, my friends and cousins back home so much. is it because i feel more attached to them this time when we're together thats why i didn't wanna be apart from them? i keep getting bad dreams and feel weird inside like i won't see them soon. i use to feel totally normal to be away from home, but now i suddenly don't want to leave. is it because this year will be tougher and i can't handle it? am i being to lazy and coward not facing the problems ahead of me?
my mom is going on vacation with me, but i'm scared she won't have fun. its good i get to spend time with her more. just send dad off and i won't be seeing him for almost another year and a half. which i don't like this feeling.
hope i can overcome all this soon. and start this school year fresh.
it feels very great to be home, again.