Some days it's just not worth chewing through the restraints
Yeah....it's been like that for over a week.
So I made a 71 on my test in theory, and a 70.5 plus a lecture on "how I know you can do better" in history. Effing Hummle. Then today we had a guest speaker talking to us about sexual abuse. Bitches could have warned us! Two people walked out. I sucked it up and stayed. Cried but stayed. I think I want to be a S.A.N.E. nurse. Sexual Assult Nurse Examiner. Those are the nurses that do the initial examination after an attack, rape, or molestation. Yes I am masochistic but I want to be there to help people.
George ended up adopting two cats. One boy one girl. I named them Oreo and Poptart. I also broke up with George again. I refuse to deal with someone who has communication issues. I was raised not to go to bed mad. You work it out even if you don't sleep that night. Yell at me, throw things, have angry sex with me, whatever it takes to work it out. Don't wall up and tell me you have nothing to say. Don't leave or hide in another room. Don't allow me to leave. You are just gonna piss me off even more. Damn sure don't expect me to apologize for something I didn't start or do. *sigh* maybe it will work out. I think I am ready to move on. I am sick of feeling inadequate and walking on eggshells. Bleh.
Mom and I got into it again. Money again. Text messaging with my cell of all things. Whatever mom. How about paying for my overdrafts you made again. Then I will pay the $40 you claim extra on the phone bill. Sounds like a plan to me. Grrr....evil bitch.
I need to hurry up and finish school. Living at home is killing me. I am to old for this shit. I am to set in my ways to have to answer to someone else. Gaaaaaaaa! This is way to frustrating! Lela hurry up and finish school. We can be roomies! I miss George.
No I don't. I just miss having someone to tell me everything is going to be alright, someone who will just hold me and try to make me laugh, someone who will help me deal with all the obligations in my life and not just add to them. I miss....me. I swear I will never change for someone else but I always do. I don't even realise it until it's over. Then I look around and wonder wtf happned. I hate that. I spoil men. I hate that too. I just need to find a rich, submissive, geek somewhere and live happily ever after. Riiiight. Not gonna happen.
Ok done. We now resume normal programming.
So I made a 71 on my test in theory, and a 70.5 plus a lecture on "how I know you can do better" in history. Effing Hummle. Then today we had a guest speaker talking to us about sexual abuse. Bitches could have warned us! Two people walked out. I sucked it up and stayed. Cried but stayed. I think I want to be a S.A.N.E. nurse. Sexual Assult Nurse Examiner. Those are the nurses that do the initial examination after an attack, rape, or molestation. Yes I am masochistic but I want to be there to help people.
George ended up adopting two cats. One boy one girl. I named them Oreo and Poptart. I also broke up with George again. I refuse to deal with someone who has communication issues. I was raised not to go to bed mad. You work it out even if you don't sleep that night. Yell at me, throw things, have angry sex with me, whatever it takes to work it out. Don't wall up and tell me you have nothing to say. Don't leave or hide in another room. Don't allow me to leave. You are just gonna piss me off even more. Damn sure don't expect me to apologize for something I didn't start or do. *sigh* maybe it will work out. I think I am ready to move on. I am sick of feeling inadequate and walking on eggshells. Bleh.
Mom and I got into it again. Money again. Text messaging with my cell of all things. Whatever mom. How about paying for my overdrafts you made again. Then I will pay the $40 you claim extra on the phone bill. Sounds like a plan to me. Grrr....evil bitch.
I need to hurry up and finish school. Living at home is killing me. I am to old for this shit. I am to set in my ways to have to answer to someone else. Gaaaaaaaa! This is way to frustrating! Lela hurry up and finish school. We can be roomies! I miss George.
No I don't. I just miss having someone to tell me everything is going to be alright, someone who will just hold me and try to make me laugh, someone who will help me deal with all the obligations in my life and not just add to them. I miss....me. I swear I will never change for someone else but I always do. I don't even realise it until it's over. Then I look around and wonder wtf happned. I hate that. I spoil men. I hate that too. I just need to find a rich, submissive, geek somewhere and live happily ever after. Riiiight. Not gonna happen.
Ok done. We now resume normal programming.