ok, i have not written in here in a long long time. I used to write all the time, and that last entry was rather angry. so this is why
( Read more... )
wow. a lot more people comment in yr LJ than any EVER did in mine... i'd feel special, whether the comments were telling me to go in a corner and die or that they wanted to touch me where i pee.
this live journal scene is fucked up. same with instant messenging. everyone seems to have such important conversations over IM, things that should take place in person, or they post such incredibly personal things in their online journals in an attempty to right their social disposition. i know this, cus i used to be part of the same scene. its retarded, like an impotent sea lion with no eyes. and every couple months or so, i always design a new journal, post one entry, then delete it from my website. because i realize its retarded, like said sea lion. i'm glad that you, too, mikki have realized how banal and, well... EMO this whole thing is. it's too bad things are quite shitty between us right now. i don't really know what to do anymore. i feel quite "minus something" these days. and don't credit yrself with ALL of my emotional pain, if you wanna hear me mope about the OTHER thing going on, you can talk to me in person about it.
wow, steph marcus just IM'd me. sweet!
i guess i've essentially turned THIS into my own journal entry, so i'll stop this now.
this live journal scene is fucked up. same with instant messenging. everyone seems to have such important conversations over IM, things that should take place in person, or they post such incredibly personal things in their online journals in an attempty to right their social disposition. i know this, cus i used to be part of the same scene. its retarded, like an impotent sea lion with no eyes. and every couple months or so, i always design a new journal, post one entry, then delete it from my website. because i realize its retarded, like said sea lion. i'm glad that you, too, mikki have realized how banal and, well... EMO this whole thing is. it's too bad things are quite shitty between us right now. i don't really know what to do anymore. i feel quite "minus something" these days. and don't credit yrself with ALL of my emotional pain, if you wanna hear me mope about the OTHER thing going on, you can talk to me in person about it.
wow, steph marcus just IM'd me. sweet!
i guess i've essentially turned THIS into my own journal entry, so i'll stop this now.
nyah.
Reply
Leave a comment