i'm happy.
*sigh*smile*...i'm still smiling. It happened at 12:43 last night, but I'm still smiling.
I was at BBYO Winter Convention this weekend, and i met a guy. His name is andy, he's 18 (a senior), he lives in Sharon, he knew my sister when we lived there. He's reaally cute. He still sleeps with his stuffed monkey Buber. He has blond hair, styled like rivers Cuomo's, but he's never even seen Rivers. *sigh*
So last night, midstates (induction of presidents) ended at 11, and the dance after went until 12:30ish. However, we skipped the dance and sat there talking. about everything...i told him about Jeff, and he told me about a certain really big problem he had in his life, and we bonded. we had been talking the whole weekend, but this time we got to have a serious conversation. And when he told me his "secret" i was like, "Andy, I'm really sorry, that's horrible. I had no idea. If you ever need help, jsut tell me" and i touched his hand, and he was like, "honestly, thank you very much. it means a lot to me..." and our conversation continued, but i don't want to say the rest. Then a bunch of the guys in his bunk (we were sitting on his bed)came in, and it ended up it was 12:30, i had 10 minutes before curfew. So we talked some more, and at 12:40, I was still there with him, but so was the rest of his bunk. Neil was sitting on the bed with us, and a bunch of the other guys were sitting around us talking. I could have gotten in serious trouble if I stayed any longer, so I went to hug him good night, and then it happened. We kissed eachother on the cheek, and then we jsut kind of *kissed.* It was awesome. We weren't expecting it at all. It jsut happened. I mean, yeah I liked him before i got to his bunk, but i didn't think anything would happen. I'm happy.
He told me he'd "definitely be in communication" with me. He told me we'd go shopping in Boston together b/c I told him about the time Feisal invited me out in attempt to get with Sharon.
I told sasha, and she yelled at me. She got mad because he's in her grade. But so what! he's two years older than me...but he doesn't act like an 18 year old AT ALL! he's so cute.
but he lives in sharon...and apparently he's still sleeping with his x girlfriend occasionally when he's under the influence of certain things. he doesn't still like her at all...he's just sleeping with her. or so i've heard. I don't know if it's true.
I was at BBYO Winter Convention this weekend, and i met a guy. His name is andy, he's 18 (a senior), he lives in Sharon, he knew my sister when we lived there. He's reaally cute. He still sleeps with his stuffed monkey Buber. He has blond hair, styled like rivers Cuomo's, but he's never even seen Rivers. *sigh*
So last night, midstates (induction of presidents) ended at 11, and the dance after went until 12:30ish. However, we skipped the dance and sat there talking. about everything...i told him about Jeff, and he told me about a certain really big problem he had in his life, and we bonded. we had been talking the whole weekend, but this time we got to have a serious conversation. And when he told me his "secret" i was like, "Andy, I'm really sorry, that's horrible. I had no idea. If you ever need help, jsut tell me" and i touched his hand, and he was like, "honestly, thank you very much. it means a lot to me..." and our conversation continued, but i don't want to say the rest. Then a bunch of the guys in his bunk (we were sitting on his bed)came in, and it ended up it was 12:30, i had 10 minutes before curfew. So we talked some more, and at 12:40, I was still there with him, but so was the rest of his bunk. Neil was sitting on the bed with us, and a bunch of the other guys were sitting around us talking. I could have gotten in serious trouble if I stayed any longer, so I went to hug him good night, and then it happened. We kissed eachother on the cheek, and then we jsut kind of *kissed.* It was awesome. We weren't expecting it at all. It jsut happened. I mean, yeah I liked him before i got to his bunk, but i didn't think anything would happen. I'm happy.
He told me he'd "definitely be in communication" with me. He told me we'd go shopping in Boston together b/c I told him about the time Feisal invited me out in attempt to get with Sharon.
I told sasha, and she yelled at me. She got mad because he's in her grade. But so what! he's two years older than me...but he doesn't act like an 18 year old AT ALL! he's so cute.
but he lives in sharon...and apparently he's still sleeping with his x girlfriend occasionally when he's under the influence of certain things. he doesn't still like her at all...he's just sleeping with her. or so i've heard. I don't know if it's true.