I won't waste these words
Apparently all I am is a liar. It's amazing how you can give all you have to give a person and that's still not enough to gain their trust. I am so exhausted; mentally, emotionally, physically, exhausted. I feel like I'm giving all of me and in return I am only getting heartache. Icy, blue heartache. I don't understand why the words that come out of my mouth are not valid. I guess a persons word means nothing these days, or maybe just my word means nothing. I mean do I really seem like some sort of snake? At this point I don't know if I'm doing nothing or everything. I'm so fucking confused! I hate being me.