Hold me up just a little bit longer, I'll be fine I swear I'm just gone beyond repair
Okay, so Erica and Gracie are home. Thank you so much Jen, Casey and Clista for calling me and being there, forreal. Even Kess for calling and checking on me and the baby. It meant a lot to me and Erica both. She is home and doing better.
In other news, Kess and I had serious talk last night and some this morning. We both like each other, even though I'm pretty sure I care about him way more, it's still good to hear that he cares about me too. He thinks I'm looking too much into stuff and Casey said the same thing so they're both probably right. I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt. He doesn't hook up with other girls, but he made it clear to me that it's not a rule by any means that we he can't. We both can if we want. Whatever. We also made plans for me to fly to Boston in Nov/Dec. We haven't decided which month yet. That'll be good for us both, I think. Being alone and lazy in bed all day, yum. I'm also stoked on seeing Boston.
I ordered my plane tickets today. I'm so ready to see Jen and get drunky with my boo. I miss her more and more. Specially on the days/nights I need her to talk to me face to face. I've been sort of shitty about calling her, anyone in general really. I just know she is usually busy with school and I'm always working or sleeping. I'm trying to get back into the groove of calling her more. I miss my booface.
Clista told me the most insane story this morning. I'm totally scared to get pulled over anymore, forreal.
I'm going to try and plan to go see Casey pretty soon. I miss drinking with my girls. I want to visit Athens as well. I know know know that they'll both show me an amazing time, hah. I need to plan on it very soon.
All in all. After the constant working and being stressed about this and that. Broke on and off. Barely being able to pay my bills and such, life is great. I'm in a great relationship(sort of) and my friends are better than ever. Now if I can get my school shit straight this time, just perfect.
♥
"Cause Jersey just got colder and I'll have you know I'm scared to death that everything you had said to me was just a lie until you left."
In other news, Kess and I had serious talk last night and some this morning. We both like each other, even though I'm pretty sure I care about him way more, it's still good to hear that he cares about me too. He thinks I'm looking too much into stuff and Casey said the same thing so they're both probably right. I guess I'm just afraid of getting hurt. He doesn't hook up with other girls, but he made it clear to me that it's not a rule by any means that we he can't. We both can if we want. Whatever. We also made plans for me to fly to Boston in Nov/Dec. We haven't decided which month yet. That'll be good for us both, I think. Being alone and lazy in bed all day, yum. I'm also stoked on seeing Boston.
I ordered my plane tickets today. I'm so ready to see Jen and get drunky with my boo. I miss her more and more. Specially on the days/nights I need her to talk to me face to face. I've been sort of shitty about calling her, anyone in general really. I just know she is usually busy with school and I'm always working or sleeping. I'm trying to get back into the groove of calling her more. I miss my booface.
Clista told me the most insane story this morning. I'm totally scared to get pulled over anymore, forreal.
I'm going to try and plan to go see Casey pretty soon. I miss drinking with my girls. I want to visit Athens as well. I know know know that they'll both show me an amazing time, hah. I need to plan on it very soon.
All in all. After the constant working and being stressed about this and that. Broke on and off. Barely being able to pay my bills and such, life is great. I'm in a great relationship(sort of) and my friends are better than ever. Now if I can get my school shit straight this time, just perfect.
♥
"Cause Jersey just got colder and I'll have you know I'm scared to death that everything you had said to me was just a lie until you left."