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so hi. for the past couple of weeks i've been really depressed. for some reason, i was stupid and stopped taking my medication for awhile. i stopped going to work. i was too fucking depressed to leave my room. i'm pretty sure i've been fired. and i don't care. it happens. i've been struggling to keep myself alive. all i did was sit at home and watch the office and play wii. i also went out with a bunch of boys in the past couple of weeks. and more recently, i've been smoking a lot of weed.
i'm taking my meds again and i'm getting through this again. be better. be better. be better. i'll be seeing him soon. i'll be saving money soon. i'll be going to canada soon. i'll be going back to school soon. good things happening soon.
i can't stop thinking about this boy. damn. i hope this summer brings good things.
i saw cassie tonight and it made me really, really happy. <3<3<3 we gushed about boys and life and ate at ihop. i love her a lot. she's my bestest. i can't wait to go up to lancaster and see her.