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heather invited jon and i up to see her yesterday so we went and did that. we went to fudruckers and i was starving. but as soon as we started to eat i felt like i was going to throw up. so all i had were some fries, half a burger, and some of a milkshake. i didnt like feeling sick. we sat around at heathers for awhile before jon and i went back home.
im working today...with some newly hired high school slut looking girl. maybe shes nice but i probably just wont like her anyway. im only there 5 hours though and then i get to leave.
i had a really really really bad dream last night and woke up this morning thinking it was real.
ive been feeling like im going to cry a lot lately. i do it to myself. but at the same time im somewhat proud of myself for trying. its harder than i thought but worth it im sure.
im working today...with some newly hired high school slut looking girl. maybe shes nice but i probably just wont like her anyway. im only there 5 hours though and then i get to leave.
i had a really really really bad dream last night and woke up this morning thinking it was real.
ive been feeling like im going to cry a lot lately. i do it to myself. but at the same time im somewhat proud of myself for trying. its harder than i thought but worth it im sure.