"love me or hate me, its still an obsession"

[mixofemotions]

I have thee most best friend in the whole wide world. Her name is Heather and tonight on the way home from Uno she told me what she wanted to say...the plain out truth even if it meant i'd get mad at her...she knew it was worth it. I didnt get mad...i kinda started to cry but just because i realized she was right and nothin could be more perfect at that moment...i felt like the luckiest girl in the world. I don't just get everything i want...i work for it if it means that much, i have a great family, i know when i look hot but im not conceided, and i have the fucking most best friend in the world...noone could top her birthday present and i wouldnt want anyone to try.
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im lucky
im liked
im not liked ... but that just means those who don't like me...still are thinkin of me...so there fore it even better
"love me or hate me, its still an obsession"
i have a great paying job
i have people who love me
im confident
i have my bad days...and i think thats a good thing
i have a car that runs
i want to buy my own car now
i work hard at things i want
i dont need fancy things from boys
i just want their hearts
im miss independent but still need that shoulder to lean on some days
i love my personality
i love that people dont like me... i dont even know what i did
"94% of the people who say they hate/don't like you are just jealous"
and boy i believe it
i love me
i love my life
"love me or hate me, its still an obsession"