uggghhh.... stress!
ok well this weekend has been a totally exhausting for me. Except for friday that was awesome. it was the funniest thing to see drew, wes, vic, ian, nate, eric, and johnathan almost freeze to death... hehe. well i had a mellow saturday except for the longest talk in the whole wide world with sara... that girl cannot stop talking. and on sunday i decided that i would talk back to her. so i basically wrote this long letter telling her my feelings and my attitude towards her. i had nat and nena proof-read it to see how this whole thing looked from their point-of-view. i think i'm just tired of lying and and holding back from releasing my feelings. i'm being strait and honest right now i'm tired of feeling that my opinion doesn't mean anything because it does. just like im being honest with maria's situation with mel, i think shes just trying to tell maria that she is going to try and go for luis. which sucks. i know based on looks luis is attractive, but his conceitedness just diminishes his character which is another thing most girls look for. but hey he knows this because i always tell him that this is the way i feel so it shouldn't be new to his ears. but whatever.... i gots to go i'll ttyl