I'm all alone.......waaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
I'm all by myself! I thought Mandi was here, but she's not! Where the hell is everyone??!!
Well I'm done with the HELL training at work. So help me god, if this chick doesn't work out and they want me to train someone else, I will pull every one of my eyelashes out after setting fire to my hair & plucking out my spleen. And I will do all of this at the paper. It will not be pretty. But we won't think of that now.
Sunday is Robin's birthday. I joked that I was going to get her diapers, since that seems to be what she wants to do with her life. I love her so much, but I don't understand why she insists on living up to the backwoods, white trash reputation that people expect of young girls living in Beechgrove Tennessee. She's so much smarter than that! I never should've let our Grandparent's move her to that armpit. The people she hangs out with there have rotted her brain. Don't get me wrong. Kids are great. Briley is an awesome baby. But she's only 18! (19 Sunday, credit where credit is due) And she's pregnant again!!??!! WHAT THE FUCK! You know, I think my Mom was actually disappointed that Robin had a baby before I did. Well, I hate that for her, but I'm only 26. It's not like I'm past the age limit on having kids.
This was not meant to be a bitch-fest. Sorry.
The Smiths make me happy. I don't know how, but they do.
I'm excited!!! Tomorrow I'm making yummy veggie lasagna! YAY! Ali is bringing Ashton over to play with Emily. I think they'll have fun. Ashton is a year older than Em, but she's so freakin smart I think they'll be on the same page.
I kind of feel like I'm going in circles. I left Blue Cross in 2003, mostly because I hated my soul after leaving there each day, but secondly so I would have a more 'school-friendly' job. Now, two years later, look at me. I'm back in a pretty high stress job & school seems to have been put on hold again. Why can't I just get back into school??!!! What the hell??!! Do I really just want to be in a job where I'm constantly stressing and pushing to do more? As soon as I started at the paper I did nothing but try to get promoted. Which I did. And I'm still trying. I realize that this is not necessarily a bad thing, but I should really be back in school before climbing the ladder. To hell with it. I'll figure it out.
ok, I'm finished with my crazy jumbled manic entry. I bet half of it didn't even make sense.
Well I'm done with the HELL training at work. So help me god, if this chick doesn't work out and they want me to train someone else, I will pull every one of my eyelashes out after setting fire to my hair & plucking out my spleen. And I will do all of this at the paper. It will not be pretty. But we won't think of that now.
Sunday is Robin's birthday. I joked that I was going to get her diapers, since that seems to be what she wants to do with her life. I love her so much, but I don't understand why she insists on living up to the backwoods, white trash reputation that people expect of young girls living in Beechgrove Tennessee. She's so much smarter than that! I never should've let our Grandparent's move her to that armpit. The people she hangs out with there have rotted her brain. Don't get me wrong. Kids are great. Briley is an awesome baby. But she's only 18! (19 Sunday, credit where credit is due) And she's pregnant again!!??!! WHAT THE FUCK! You know, I think my Mom was actually disappointed that Robin had a baby before I did. Well, I hate that for her, but I'm only 26. It's not like I'm past the age limit on having kids.
This was not meant to be a bitch-fest. Sorry.
The Smiths make me happy. I don't know how, but they do.
I'm excited!!! Tomorrow I'm making yummy veggie lasagna! YAY! Ali is bringing Ashton over to play with Emily. I think they'll have fun. Ashton is a year older than Em, but she's so freakin smart I think they'll be on the same page.
I kind of feel like I'm going in circles. I left Blue Cross in 2003, mostly because I hated my soul after leaving there each day, but secondly so I would have a more 'school-friendly' job. Now, two years later, look at me. I'm back in a pretty high stress job & school seems to have been put on hold again. Why can't I just get back into school??!!! What the hell??!! Do I really just want to be in a job where I'm constantly stressing and pushing to do more? As soon as I started at the paper I did nothing but try to get promoted. Which I did. And I'm still trying. I realize that this is not necessarily a bad thing, but I should really be back in school before climbing the ladder. To hell with it. I'll figure it out.
ok, I'm finished with my crazy jumbled manic entry. I bet half of it didn't even make sense.