Waste Some Time With You part 1 of 2
Title: Waste Some Time With You [1/2]
Author: keepthexfaith
Pairing: OFCxOFC
Rating: PG-13?
Disclaimer: Not real, obviously. A figment of my imagination. Katie/Bilvy belongs to herself. Title belongs to "Blue and Yellow" - The Used. Cut lyrics belongs to "Pandora" - Madina Lake
Warnings:
Girl!kissing
Language.
Non sad stuff (Yes, that should be a warning when it's me writing)
Dedicated to miss_bilvy of course. I mean dude, she's a main character XD
Waste Some Time With You part 1
I sighed overdramatically and stretched back a little on the sofa, glancing over at the other girl next to me and tilting my head slightly. She looked up from the sketch she'd been attempting to fix up for a good hour now, though I had never seen the problem with it, and blew air out through clenched teeth, eyes flicking back down to the drawing quickly as she spoke.
"Cara, not now-"
"Just listen to this one!" I cut her off quickly before she could carry on and shuffled over, "What if...you leave the picture for an hour, come back to it and if you still can't make it right I promise I'll leave you alone till whenever you get it done?" I could see her considering this suggestion and I tucked my feet up underneath me, kneeling on the sofa and waiting impatiently for an answer. I shifted my weight from one side of my body to the other and when she took too long I reached over, pausing her sketching with a hand to her wrist and shifted up closer.
"Bilvy..." I already knew from past experience that if I used her real name I would get nowhere, and while I still did it just to annoy sometimes, right now I really just wanted to get Katie away from that drawing and concentrating on something else. And by something else I meant me. "Please? I'll even make you pancakes." I saw the slight smile curl at her lips and I did an internal booyah, knowing I'd one now.
"Failcakes." She murmured softly and I grinned happily, lacing our fingers together now as I slid down off the sofa, straightening out and nodding quickly. I tugged at her hand gently and encouraged her up off the sofa, tossing the drawing pad to the side and moving my head in the direction of the kitchen.
"Yes, failcakes. You can help me too, and maybe double fail will work out to be actual pancakes this time?" I looked at her hopefully and she just smiled again, squeezing my hand tightly and walking with me to the kitchen.
"You're too cute sometimes, you know that?" She laughed softly, shaking her head a little and leaning over to press an absent kiss to the side of my head. I smiled back, then let out a fake gasp, pretending that this brief token of intimacy was all friendship to me, too.
"Just sometimes?" I smirked a little and stuck my chin out a little, mock offended as he walked on ahead of her, hand on hip as I entered the kitchen, "All the time, I think you mean."
"Not when you wake up." She pointed out helpfully, opening up the fridge and shaking the milk, "How long as this been in here?"
"No, not when I wake up." I sighed as I grudgingly agreed to this fact and shrugged vaguely, "Fuck if I know, you think I use it?" I saw the pointed look she gave me and sighed, ducking my head a little, "S'out of date...try the other one."
As she moved around the kitchen, collecting the ingredients I sat up on the kitchen counter top. I already knew her mum hated me doing this but well, she wasn't home and what she didn't know couldn't hurt her. Sure enough, Katie pointed tis out to me a few moments later and I stuck my bottom lip out, perfecting the "sad eyes pout" as I held my position.
"But Katie-" She gave me that look and I quickly corrected myself, "Bilvy. I like it here. Why do you always get people to call you Bilvy anyway? I like Katie, it's pretty." I nodded quickly, using this both as a subject change and another one of my little tests. I already knew she was a lesbian -- hell, I'd known before she had -- but really, being gay didn't make you attracted to all people of the same sex any more than being straight made you attracted to people of the same sex. Every now and then I'd just throw these little, well I called them 'tests' at her, just to see how she reacted. They were all pretty tame, I sort of failed at doing anything out there, but it let me cling to some hope that maybe she didn't see me as a friend.
She had tilted her head a little, doing that thing she did where she bit her lip just a tiny bit in concentrating, her brows furrowing and it took me clicking my fingers in front of her face repeatedly to snap her out of the little world she had retreated into.
"Oh, sorry." The barest hints of a blush matched with an unabashed grin spread over her face that I couldn't help but find adorable, "Well, I guess it's just...I mean, I don't like my name. So when my friend starting replacing Katie with Bilvy cause of my old hair, remember?" She paused for a second, but this time I was the one who had zoned out. I blinked a little, then shook my head clear of the thoughts clouding it and nodded, making a small noise of affirmation, "Well yeah. That pretty much coined it. I sorta jumped onto anything that wasn't...Katie. Ugh." I frowned at the noise of disgust and poked her hip lightly.
"Well I like it." I said, almost sullenly, "So nyeh." I poked her again and she caught my hand, so I shifted closer and curled the other one around her waist loosely, a half smirk tugging at my mouth. "Are we dancing now or something?" I swayed a little and hummed softly to some random song I'd gotten stuck in my head earlier. It took me a while to realise she was watching me, but when i did I paused, staring right back. "Yeah?"
She blinked, looked away briefly and then just shrugged, smiling again, "Oh, nothing. I was just...watching. Y'know. I do that sometimes." She laughed, and it sounded so awkward and embarrassed at being caught that I couldn't help but 'aww'.
"You, my dear Bilvy, are just a big ball of adorable. Really." I nodded firmly and grinned a little, and then it was like everything went in double time.
She was leaning in closer, I was frozen in shock. Her lips were pressed against mine, I was leaning up closer. Her hand gripped mine, my fingers laced with hers. And as suddenly as it had started, it all stopped and both of us were left standing there, all wide eyes and flushed cheeks.
"Did we just--"
"I think we did."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
I lowered my eyes, squeezed her hand a little and then looked up, meeting her eyes again and chewing on my lip nervously. My stomach clenched and I could not believe I was about to say this. Oh, God.
"I think I liked it."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
My mouth opened just a little and God, it hurt. I breathed in sharply, released her hand quickly and went to leave. "I'm...sorry. I shouldn't have...I...yeah." I didn't know what I was trying to say, all I knew was my throat was seizing up and I had to get out of there now. I took a few quick steps for the exit but froze when Katie's hand slid back into my own.
"Where are you going?" The question was so soft I barely heard it, and I breathed in slowly before answering it, my own voice just as quiet, a little shaky, though I would never in a million years admit it was because of her.
"O-out. I need to...I should get home." Her grip just tightened on my hand and I glanced back at her, my hair falling into my face and creating a gladly welcomed curtain between us, allowing me to avoid the eye contact. God, I had been so stupid. There was a reason I had always chickened out of saying it and this was exactly it.
"Don't." She said finally and I looked up, frowning and clearly confused. She just shook her head a little, trying to find the words to explain what had happened.
And I finally understood. It all clicked and I just closed that gap between us, touching her cheek as I kissed her again. There was no reaction for a split second and I swear my heart skipped a beat, but then I just moved in closer and she did too. An arm slid around my waist and I responded by cupping her face, thumb brushing over her cheekbone gently as I just kept kissing her.
Eventually it had to stop though and I didn't look at her straight away, just licked my lips and lowered my eyes, letting my hands drop back to my sides as I got nervous again. Katie was murmuring something under her breath and I looked back to her, raising an eyebrow and actually giggling a little.
"Helps to form words, if you want people to hear, baby." I said with a small little grin, despite the nervous flutter that had settled permanently in my stomach and the slight trembling in my hands to match it.
"I think I liked it too."
"Oh." The word left my mouth before I really thought about it, and then suddenly she was giggling, that trademark squeak escaping that made the laughter infectious. I was smiling too and I shook my head slightly. I honestly hadn't realised I was saying pretty much exactly what she had only minutes earlier.
"Yeah." She managed to get the single word out finally and I just slid my arms around her, cuddling up much like I usually did. I closed my eyes briefly then opened one, peering up at her.
"So..." I began, far less nervous now. She nodded for me to continue and I rest back a little against the counter, tipping my head back slightly, "Where do we go from here?"
It was that day that I realised even silence could break hearts.
Author: keepthexfaith
Pairing: OFCxOFC
Rating: PG-13?
Disclaimer: Not real, obviously. A figment of my imagination. Katie/Bilvy belongs to herself. Title belongs to "Blue and Yellow" - The Used. Cut lyrics belongs to "Pandora" - Madina Lake
Warnings:
Girl!kissing
Language.
Non sad stuff (Yes, that should be a warning when it's me writing)
Dedicated to miss_bilvy of course. I mean dude, she's a main character XD
Waste Some Time With You part 1
I sighed overdramatically and stretched back a little on the sofa, glancing over at the other girl next to me and tilting my head slightly. She looked up from the sketch she'd been attempting to fix up for a good hour now, though I had never seen the problem with it, and blew air out through clenched teeth, eyes flicking back down to the drawing quickly as she spoke.
"Cara, not now-"
"Just listen to this one!" I cut her off quickly before she could carry on and shuffled over, "What if...you leave the picture for an hour, come back to it and if you still can't make it right I promise I'll leave you alone till whenever you get it done?" I could see her considering this suggestion and I tucked my feet up underneath me, kneeling on the sofa and waiting impatiently for an answer. I shifted my weight from one side of my body to the other and when she took too long I reached over, pausing her sketching with a hand to her wrist and shifted up closer.
"Bilvy..." I already knew from past experience that if I used her real name I would get nowhere, and while I still did it just to annoy sometimes, right now I really just wanted to get Katie away from that drawing and concentrating on something else. And by something else I meant me. "Please? I'll even make you pancakes." I saw the slight smile curl at her lips and I did an internal booyah, knowing I'd one now.
"Failcakes." She murmured softly and I grinned happily, lacing our fingers together now as I slid down off the sofa, straightening out and nodding quickly. I tugged at her hand gently and encouraged her up off the sofa, tossing the drawing pad to the side and moving my head in the direction of the kitchen.
"Yes, failcakes. You can help me too, and maybe double fail will work out to be actual pancakes this time?" I looked at her hopefully and she just smiled again, squeezing my hand tightly and walking with me to the kitchen.
"You're too cute sometimes, you know that?" She laughed softly, shaking her head a little and leaning over to press an absent kiss to the side of my head. I smiled back, then let out a fake gasp, pretending that this brief token of intimacy was all friendship to me, too.
"Just sometimes?" I smirked a little and stuck my chin out a little, mock offended as he walked on ahead of her, hand on hip as I entered the kitchen, "All the time, I think you mean."
"Not when you wake up." She pointed out helpfully, opening up the fridge and shaking the milk, "How long as this been in here?"
"No, not when I wake up." I sighed as I grudgingly agreed to this fact and shrugged vaguely, "Fuck if I know, you think I use it?" I saw the pointed look she gave me and sighed, ducking my head a little, "S'out of date...try the other one."
As she moved around the kitchen, collecting the ingredients I sat up on the kitchen counter top. I already knew her mum hated me doing this but well, she wasn't home and what she didn't know couldn't hurt her. Sure enough, Katie pointed tis out to me a few moments later and I stuck my bottom lip out, perfecting the "sad eyes pout" as I held my position.
"But Katie-" She gave me that look and I quickly corrected myself, "Bilvy. I like it here. Why do you always get people to call you Bilvy anyway? I like Katie, it's pretty." I nodded quickly, using this both as a subject change and another one of my little tests. I already knew she was a lesbian -- hell, I'd known before she had -- but really, being gay didn't make you attracted to all people of the same sex any more than being straight made you attracted to people of the same sex. Every now and then I'd just throw these little, well I called them 'tests' at her, just to see how she reacted. They were all pretty tame, I sort of failed at doing anything out there, but it let me cling to some hope that maybe she didn't see me as a friend.
She had tilted her head a little, doing that thing she did where she bit her lip just a tiny bit in concentrating, her brows furrowing and it took me clicking my fingers in front of her face repeatedly to snap her out of the little world she had retreated into.
"Oh, sorry." The barest hints of a blush matched with an unabashed grin spread over her face that I couldn't help but find adorable, "Well, I guess it's just...I mean, I don't like my name. So when my friend starting replacing Katie with Bilvy cause of my old hair, remember?" She paused for a second, but this time I was the one who had zoned out. I blinked a little, then shook my head clear of the thoughts clouding it and nodded, making a small noise of affirmation, "Well yeah. That pretty much coined it. I sorta jumped onto anything that wasn't...Katie. Ugh." I frowned at the noise of disgust and poked her hip lightly.
"Well I like it." I said, almost sullenly, "So nyeh." I poked her again and she caught my hand, so I shifted closer and curled the other one around her waist loosely, a half smirk tugging at my mouth. "Are we dancing now or something?" I swayed a little and hummed softly to some random song I'd gotten stuck in my head earlier. It took me a while to realise she was watching me, but when i did I paused, staring right back. "Yeah?"
She blinked, looked away briefly and then just shrugged, smiling again, "Oh, nothing. I was just...watching. Y'know. I do that sometimes." She laughed, and it sounded so awkward and embarrassed at being caught that I couldn't help but 'aww'.
"You, my dear Bilvy, are just a big ball of adorable. Really." I nodded firmly and grinned a little, and then it was like everything went in double time.
She was leaning in closer, I was frozen in shock. Her lips were pressed against mine, I was leaning up closer. Her hand gripped mine, my fingers laced with hers. And as suddenly as it had started, it all stopped and both of us were left standing there, all wide eyes and flushed cheeks.
"Did we just--"
"I think we did."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
I lowered my eyes, squeezed her hand a little and then looked up, meeting her eyes again and chewing on my lip nervously. My stomach clenched and I could not believe I was about to say this. Oh, God.
"I think I liked it."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
My mouth opened just a little and God, it hurt. I breathed in sharply, released her hand quickly and went to leave. "I'm...sorry. I shouldn't have...I...yeah." I didn't know what I was trying to say, all I knew was my throat was seizing up and I had to get out of there now. I took a few quick steps for the exit but froze when Katie's hand slid back into my own.
"Where are you going?" The question was so soft I barely heard it, and I breathed in slowly before answering it, my own voice just as quiet, a little shaky, though I would never in a million years admit it was because of her.
"O-out. I need to...I should get home." Her grip just tightened on my hand and I glanced back at her, my hair falling into my face and creating a gladly welcomed curtain between us, allowing me to avoid the eye contact. God, I had been so stupid. There was a reason I had always chickened out of saying it and this was exactly it.
"Don't." She said finally and I looked up, frowning and clearly confused. She just shook her head a little, trying to find the words to explain what had happened.
And I finally understood. It all clicked and I just closed that gap between us, touching her cheek as I kissed her again. There was no reaction for a split second and I swear my heart skipped a beat, but then I just moved in closer and she did too. An arm slid around my waist and I responded by cupping her face, thumb brushing over her cheekbone gently as I just kept kissing her.
Eventually it had to stop though and I didn't look at her straight away, just licked my lips and lowered my eyes, letting my hands drop back to my sides as I got nervous again. Katie was murmuring something under her breath and I looked back to her, raising an eyebrow and actually giggling a little.
"Helps to form words, if you want people to hear, baby." I said with a small little grin, despite the nervous flutter that had settled permanently in my stomach and the slight trembling in my hands to match it.
"I think I liked it too."
"Oh." The word left my mouth before I really thought about it, and then suddenly she was giggling, that trademark squeak escaping that made the laughter infectious. I was smiling too and I shook my head slightly. I honestly hadn't realised I was saying pretty much exactly what she had only minutes earlier.
"Yeah." She managed to get the single word out finally and I just slid my arms around her, cuddling up much like I usually did. I closed my eyes briefly then opened one, peering up at her.
"So..." I began, far less nervous now. She nodded for me to continue and I rest back a little against the counter, tipping my head back slightly, "Where do we go from here?"
It was that day that I realised even silence could break hearts.