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I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to
ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the
drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me?
Someone so tired of their routines and
disappearing self-esteems,

I'll sing along, with every emergency,
Just sing along, I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone, That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at
the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my
best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me?
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and
burnt out on sympathy
Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway

I'm my own worst enemy