Another Crapulous day!
Are you sensing a theme here with my journal entry subjects?
So as you guessed it I'm still feel teh suck. No improvement today. Went out again and felt worse so I came home. I did pick up a tape measure and some Vitamin C. To which my mother said, "they say Vitamin C doesn't work." To which I replied when there was only one bottle left, "then there must be a lot of people it's not working for."
Didn't accomplish much today because "it's like I'm in a fog...But now I'm Claritin Clear!" Okay, so not really, but if I'm up and moving around too much I start to feel really sick. It's all in my head and the top of my chest so I still can't tell if it's a cold or allergies. Most likely is allergies since there's no thick, icky mucus. Yum! Aren't you glad you read this far?!
I misbehaved food-wise today. I ate like a ton of cinnamon flavored jelly hearts. I can't help it. I've been craving them since before Christmas when I tried to satisfy it with a few bags of spice drops. It just didn't work! Needless to say though, while they're fat free, they're not low in calories. I also had bacon on my tuna melt and for dinner my parents had prepared pastry covered meat...things. They're called Pasties if anyone knows what I'm talking about. Apparently their indigenous to Michigan. "Miners used to wrap them in newspaper and put them in their pockets for lunch when they worked in the mines." Yay?
Before dinner though I attempt to complete a 30 minute yoga DVD. I did most of it, but between being sick, fat, and tired...I couldn't manage most of the poses and ended up doing basic stretches on the floor for the last five minutes or so. I think the next time I do yoga I'm going to try out the other DVD I have. I remember it being longer than this one, but I don't remember if I disliked it or if it was just as hard. I was also going to do a Cto5k interval since I was naughty with the food stuffs...but I just couldn't. I guess my body is getting pretty worn out. Since my eyes are tearing and my nose is running freely as I write this...I'm going to vote allergies since I'm certainly not upset about not doing extra exercise while sick. I mean, that's just a smart decision. Now if only I knew what I was allergic to... My mother kept saying the Christmas tree because this came on after they dragged it out of the house. But why wouldn't it have come on when we brought it in the house? I think since the Christmas tree is still in the backyard I'm going to wait until I feel better and then go outside and hug and roll around with it and see what happens. ...not. There really won't be any way to find out what it was until we try again next year at Christmas. I mean, I don't plan on running into the woods and humping evergreens to see if that's what it is. Though it may make an interesting YouTube video.
So...anywayz...I got the measuring tape and did my measurements. I just wish I had done them before I started dieting. I guess I'll wait a week or so and then do them again. Hopefully by then I'll either be seeing physical changes or at least have a change in inches to be proud of.
So like...half an hour has gone by and I haven't written anything more. I think it's because I had a lot more to write and was debating on whether or not to write it. So of course I stalked ex's on myspace. :D Guys are so dumb. But I think we pretty much already knew that.
I drank lots of water today...not as much as I'm "supposed" to, but more than most days. Mainly because I'm all stuffed up and therefore feel dehydrated and parched. I think I'm going to have to force myself to drink entire bottles before I leave the kitchen each time I go for more. That way eventually I'll get myself up to drinking as much as I'm supposed to instead of drinking like a bird in my room.
Okay, so, time for something serious. I've been avoiding doing this and I would probably never have done it if I hadn't dug up that journal entry from five years ago that I reposted a little while back. In that entry I flat out admitted to myself and to those I know on LiveJournal that a certain guy was not the one even if I wanted him to be. Five years later, and several guys later it's time for me to do it again. I am coming forward here on my livejournal in front of my friends and acquaintances to say, flat out, that Jason and Patrick are not the one. Yes, there are two this time. Two guys who have been jerking me around for years now. Patrick actually dates back to the entry five years ago, but it was not he who I had written about. But there, I said it. Neither Patrick or Jason love me in the way I need to be loved and it's time for me to admit it and make a solemn vow to move on and stop hurting myself and my health by putting up with their bullshit. So there, I said it, and I would totally appreciate any support you guys can lend in making sure I stick to it. No matter how many times they reappear in my life. Please.
I hope you all noticed I used the LJcut to stop hogging up all the space on your friends' page. It's because I care :p
Well...I've been at this on and off for about an hour now. I best post it before it disappears. Thanks for reading.
So as you guessed it I'm still feel teh suck. No improvement today. Went out again and felt worse so I came home. I did pick up a tape measure and some Vitamin C. To which my mother said, "they say Vitamin C doesn't work." To which I replied when there was only one bottle left, "then there must be a lot of people it's not working for."
Didn't accomplish much today because "it's like I'm in a fog...But now I'm Claritin Clear!" Okay, so not really, but if I'm up and moving around too much I start to feel really sick. It's all in my head and the top of my chest so I still can't tell if it's a cold or allergies. Most likely is allergies since there's no thick, icky mucus. Yum! Aren't you glad you read this far?!
I misbehaved food-wise today. I ate like a ton of cinnamon flavored jelly hearts. I can't help it. I've been craving them since before Christmas when I tried to satisfy it with a few bags of spice drops. It just didn't work! Needless to say though, while they're fat free, they're not low in calories. I also had bacon on my tuna melt and for dinner my parents had prepared pastry covered meat...things. They're called Pasties if anyone knows what I'm talking about. Apparently their indigenous to Michigan. "Miners used to wrap them in newspaper and put them in their pockets for lunch when they worked in the mines." Yay?
Before dinner though I attempt to complete a 30 minute yoga DVD. I did most of it, but between being sick, fat, and tired...I couldn't manage most of the poses and ended up doing basic stretches on the floor for the last five minutes or so. I think the next time I do yoga I'm going to try out the other DVD I have. I remember it being longer than this one, but I don't remember if I disliked it or if it was just as hard. I was also going to do a Cto5k interval since I was naughty with the food stuffs...but I just couldn't. I guess my body is getting pretty worn out. Since my eyes are tearing and my nose is running freely as I write this...I'm going to vote allergies since I'm certainly not upset about not doing extra exercise while sick. I mean, that's just a smart decision. Now if only I knew what I was allergic to... My mother kept saying the Christmas tree because this came on after they dragged it out of the house. But why wouldn't it have come on when we brought it in the house? I think since the Christmas tree is still in the backyard I'm going to wait until I feel better and then go outside and hug and roll around with it and see what happens. ...not. There really won't be any way to find out what it was until we try again next year at Christmas. I mean, I don't plan on running into the woods and humping evergreens to see if that's what it is. Though it may make an interesting YouTube video.
So...anywayz...I got the measuring tape and did my measurements. I just wish I had done them before I started dieting. I guess I'll wait a week or so and then do them again. Hopefully by then I'll either be seeing physical changes or at least have a change in inches to be proud of.
So like...half an hour has gone by and I haven't written anything more. I think it's because I had a lot more to write and was debating on whether or not to write it. So of course I stalked ex's on myspace. :D Guys are so dumb. But I think we pretty much already knew that.
I drank lots of water today...not as much as I'm "supposed" to, but more than most days. Mainly because I'm all stuffed up and therefore feel dehydrated and parched. I think I'm going to have to force myself to drink entire bottles before I leave the kitchen each time I go for more. That way eventually I'll get myself up to drinking as much as I'm supposed to instead of drinking like a bird in my room.
Okay, so, time for something serious. I've been avoiding doing this and I would probably never have done it if I hadn't dug up that journal entry from five years ago that I reposted a little while back. In that entry I flat out admitted to myself and to those I know on LiveJournal that a certain guy was not the one even if I wanted him to be. Five years later, and several guys later it's time for me to do it again. I am coming forward here on my livejournal in front of my friends and acquaintances to say, flat out, that Jason and Patrick are not the one. Yes, there are two this time. Two guys who have been jerking me around for years now. Patrick actually dates back to the entry five years ago, but it was not he who I had written about. But there, I said it. Neither Patrick or Jason love me in the way I need to be loved and it's time for me to admit it and make a solemn vow to move on and stop hurting myself and my health by putting up with their bullshit. So there, I said it, and I would totally appreciate any support you guys can lend in making sure I stick to it. No matter how many times they reappear in my life. Please.
I hope you all noticed I used the LJcut to stop hogging up all the space on your friends' page. It's because I care :p
Well...I've been at this on and off for about an hour now. I best post it before it disappears. Thanks for reading.