Sigh...Tis the Season?

Dec 23, 2007 22:25

They just come out of the woodwork...the "loves" or ex's or whatever you want to call them that broke your heart the most. They all seem to come strolling back into your life at the sametime. Most likely it's because it's the holidays and emotions are running high. So they're like, "Say..let's contact that girl whose heart we broke and make Christmas that much more emotional for her..."

So, the guy who has been IMing the past two nights informed me today that he wants to try again. Yes, again. I figure it has something to do with A)the fact that his brother is getting married, and B)he wants to go to some art school two hours away from me. He currently lives several states away.

Then tonight this other guy who professed his love to me a while back randomly decided to IM me after months of silence to say "Merry Christmas." When I asked him why he was sending the message he said "It's Christmas." That's the extent of the conversation. Nothing like waiting for months for someone to answer you only to have them taunt you during the holidays. I just got a message from him saying "Phone Yahoo is slow."
===update===
sent him a response 15 minutes ago, nothing yet.
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In other news I think my parents are having sex in their room below me. *shudder*

I don't know if I mentioned, but the job I interviewed for last week wants me to send them my transcripts from school. This is the first time I've ever had a prospective employer ask for my transcripts. And...let's just say I wasn't the picture perfect student. Ugh. I guess I'll have to work on scanning in "unofficial transcripts" and neglecting the one from the college I transferred out of as I had a 2.0 or lower when I left. At the community college I had a 3.5 ish and at this last school I had a 2.89. It would have been a 3.0 except I transferred in so my grades didn't count. If they want offical transcripts I'll be annoyed because colleges don't release them to students and usually they cost money to request.

Tomorrow I'll be stuck baking and wrapping odds and ends. What I really want to do is be left alone long enough to put away more of my stuff from when we moved. My room is looking a tad cluttered and my laundry desperately needs to be done again.

I guess I should talk about how bad I've been lately as far as food. Today I had hot chocolate, two donuts, and kilbasa. Not exactly healthy. ...at all. I need to start exercising again. Then slip ups as bad as that won't result in a three pound gain or something. I'm just waiting for the Radon to be vented from our basement before I go down there and huff and puff on the treadmill.

I bought over a hundred dollars worth of books from Amazon.com. Now if only I could sit down long enough to read them. Not to mention sit down and not play on the computer long enough to read them. I guess when my mother isn't dictating my time I still feel like I should be doing homework. I guess I'll get over that feeling on about the time I go back for my Masters. Not really sure when or how I'm going to do that though. Way expensive.

Pretty tired tonight...but I don't want to go to sleep. I want to clean up my room actually, that would help me sleep because I'd feel like the room was bigger and...cleaner. Duh. But I can't because of the floor making so much noise. Moving here sure has some sucky consequences. Still kind of waiting for the benefits to kick in. But I guess my car insurance going down $55 a month should count for something. I'm supposed to make an appoint with my parents' insurance agent. He claims he can beat my insurance company's rates. I just don't feel like making the appointment. I'll make it and make my mom come with me since it was her idea.

I put on my jeans that I was wearing back in April. They're snug, but I definitely didn't need to lay down on the bed to put them on. That's the entire reason I ditched them back then. So I guess I did lose something as far as weight goes. Just need to lose more. ...and stop gaining it back. It was nice to wear a pair of jeans though that didn't gradually grow all day long until they're falling off. The pairs I have that do that I think is because of the material, not the size. So I'm afraid to go down another size in them. Did I write about that before? I'm not sure. Oh well.

I guess I should really start using the cut command for these entries...but I don't really want to. I like to see all the words there on the page (screen)...so I apologize for taking up so much space on your friends page. Filter me? lol

I guess I'll get ready for bed. I might come back and leave a bit more. Just to warn you. :P

holidays, money, mother, school, general thoughts, weight loss, weight loss frustration, job search, guys

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