just a little apology /explaination
its weird to watch the people closest to you ruin not only their lives, but others' also.this week has definitely been one of the worst weeks ive ever had. i apologize if you happen to be one of the people i ran into while i was crying on the way into first period. i apologize if i snapped at you one day this week for no apparent reason. just because things at home are going down the drain, doesnt mean i need to treat everyone else like crap. i also apologize if you're one of the many people that i talk about that certain boy with all the time, because i know its annoying and im trying to stop. someone very close to me got suspended from school. someone very close to me had to go to the police station. and i had to go down there and talk to them. someone very close to me is hurting themselves and my whole family and something needs to be done... theres a lot of things that im struggling with and im wondering how to solve these problems. i cant do this on my own; but i feel like i have no choice. sorry if this seems emo. im happy, i really am. my friends make me happy and thats all that really matters.