It's mind over you don't matter.
We seriously ight as well be in Washington right now.
This rain is seriously ridiculous.
It's been raining for like a week and a half now.
I like rain every once and a while, but not ALL THE FREAKING TIME.
I love my new laptop. :) So much.
Next year, I will become an "Emily vegetarian".
Only seafood.
Seriously. I'm gonna do it. Just watch me.
Less than 2 weeks of school.
Less then a week til Mackinac. SCARY.
<3cuteboysthatwillbethere. Wait, what?
Ken told me on Wednesday that I "had a way with words".
I wrote this thank you note to a promotions person in Nashville, and I tried to make it sound professional, because as the "music director" (my fake bullshit title) it needed to be.
He said that if he were the promotions lady, he'd have no idea that it was from a 17 year old.
I seriously wish that was true. That would be my favorite compliment to recieve.
I wish I could believe people when they compliment me.
I never do. Never.
Why is it that I can't find one thing I like about myself physically, can't take myself seriously, and never believe in myself or what I'm doing, but then claim that I don't have low self esteem?
I'm realizing things out about people, and how I feel about people, and I'd rather just leave them buried where they are.
But I'm not allowing to have ignorance be bliss this time.
This rain is seriously ridiculous.
It's been raining for like a week and a half now.
I like rain every once and a while, but not ALL THE FREAKING TIME.
I love my new laptop. :) So much.
Next year, I will become an "Emily vegetarian".
Only seafood.
Seriously. I'm gonna do it. Just watch me.
Less than 2 weeks of school.
Less then a week til Mackinac. SCARY.
<3cuteboysthatwillbethere. Wait, what?
Ken told me on Wednesday that I "had a way with words".
I wrote this thank you note to a promotions person in Nashville, and I tried to make it sound professional, because as the "music director" (my fake bullshit title) it needed to be.
He said that if he were the promotions lady, he'd have no idea that it was from a 17 year old.
I seriously wish that was true. That would be my favorite compliment to recieve.
I wish I could believe people when they compliment me.
I never do. Never.
Why is it that I can't find one thing I like about myself physically, can't take myself seriously, and never believe in myself or what I'm doing, but then claim that I don't have low self esteem?
I'm realizing things out about people, and how I feel about people, and I'd rather just leave them buried where they are.
But I'm not allowing to have ignorance be bliss this time.