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oo dang.. today was a good day.. besides getting way lost....
had easy finals... econ and play pro...
went to my interview.. went well.. it was way short.. but good..
oy.. but good think i left way friggen early because i assumed that i woudl get lost becaus ethe directions were friggen crazy.. and mapquest was wrong and can suck it!!!
then i went to denny's with sam cuz i was craving the spicy chicken sandwich... damn it was good. i had a grand old time with sam.. her sister and summer met with us at denny's and we waited for summer's mom... then we went to sams house. sam adn i played friggen volleyball with this green pillow and I KICKED HER ASS!!! she will deny it because she is ashamed of how much she sucked.. ha.
this week has beena reality check. ("fuck you!"... haha rocky)... like wow really... i have had someone like me very fast and throw me down liek a sack of potatoes... w/o even knowing me... i mean it doesnt phase me, but a part of me is i dunno.. grounded.. and i dunno.. i found out that i well... not everyone can like me.. its just the way it is.. i shall be irritating or stupid to someone... o well.. can't win them all.
i dunno what the hell is going on... like i dunno what this is... well whatever this is.... i liek it.. like.... i wish i knew how i felt about it.. i honestly just dont know... if i knew then i would be at ease... but o well.. it shall be known soon enough i suppose...
let me share a song with you...
Be Still My Heart
I was running late for work
So I didn't change my shirt
The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth
And when I left
You were fast asleep
Tangled in the sheets
And on the bus I could have sworn it was all a dream
And it didn't happen to me
And then I felt the scrapes
From the slippery subway grate.
Oh how you laughed
At my complete lack of grace.
But I could not recall
A more perfect fall
Cause when I looked up into your eyes
It didn't hurt at all.
And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.
And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.
....................
i dont really know where we are... but thats ok... because i want it to be like this... what this is...
and i dont want it to be like one expecting more than they other.. because well i have no expectations...
i have no idea what im even saying.. so im sorry if ur trying to decode this... cuz i left my decoder ring at school so im talking gibberish...
had easy finals... econ and play pro...
went to my interview.. went well.. it was way short.. but good..
oy.. but good think i left way friggen early because i assumed that i woudl get lost becaus ethe directions were friggen crazy.. and mapquest was wrong and can suck it!!!
then i went to denny's with sam cuz i was craving the spicy chicken sandwich... damn it was good. i had a grand old time with sam.. her sister and summer met with us at denny's and we waited for summer's mom... then we went to sams house. sam adn i played friggen volleyball with this green pillow and I KICKED HER ASS!!! she will deny it because she is ashamed of how much she sucked.. ha.
this week has beena reality check. ("fuck you!"... haha rocky)... like wow really... i have had someone like me very fast and throw me down liek a sack of potatoes... w/o even knowing me... i mean it doesnt phase me, but a part of me is i dunno.. grounded.. and i dunno.. i found out that i well... not everyone can like me.. its just the way it is.. i shall be irritating or stupid to someone... o well.. can't win them all.
i dunno what the hell is going on... like i dunno what this is... well whatever this is.... i liek it.. like.... i wish i knew how i felt about it.. i honestly just dont know... if i knew then i would be at ease... but o well.. it shall be known soon enough i suppose...
let me share a song with you...
Be Still My Heart
I was running late for work
So I didn't change my shirt
The evening's drinks left a lingering taste in my mouth
And when I left
You were fast asleep
Tangled in the sheets
And on the bus I could have sworn it was all a dream
And it didn't happen to me
And then I felt the scrapes
From the slippery subway grate.
Oh how you laughed
At my complete lack of grace.
But I could not recall
A more perfect fall
Cause when I looked up into your eyes
It didn't hurt at all.
And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.
And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning.
....................
i dont really know where we are... but thats ok... because i want it to be like this... what this is...
and i dont want it to be like one expecting more than they other.. because well i have no expectations...
i have no idea what im even saying.. so im sorry if ur trying to decode this... cuz i left my decoder ring at school so im talking gibberish...