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tongiht was the dinner shin dig... woo... i guess. i mean.. i dunno it always just frustrates me when i see my mom.... for the simple fact that, she isnt my mother, she never has been, and will never be capable of being my mother.... and i guess... i resent that. i feel like i am always telling her what to do... but it should be the other way around, but it isnt. it is kinda upseting when ur mother thinks that she knows you so well and knows that you will love this gift..and u open it, an it is animal skin.... ew.

o well... she got me this shirt (that soemone else picked out) that i kinda like a bunch... i mean i dont want her to spend lot of money on me... i dont need it.

god im so depressed lately... not constantly, but i have waves of it throughout the day.

as of late, i feel like all i am is some joke robot, like i hide behind my jokes... all i can do is tell jokes and just pretend.

i have such bad senioritus.... like all i really want to do in school is go and do work in class.. adn once it gets to outside work... count me out... i just cant seem to bring myself to do it.

honestly... i really dont care what anyone gets me or anything like that for my birthday... i would be happy with a card. i just kidna hope that peopel dont forget about it... because that is basically the worst feeling ever.

lets have a godzilla party... because godzilla is a wonderful piece of misunderstood art...
... you think im kidding