Oct 22, 2009 22:44
It has come to my attention that my sister wants this journal to be private due to her ex-husband using past my entries in court against her to gain custody of her kids.
No.
What has been seen, has been seen.
My family is "crazy", no doubt on that. Ed's family is fucked up as well, parralleling "Meet the Fawkers" in every point. I seem to be sane, but suffer a great deal from manic suicidal depression which is due to both parties in this case, as they were the only influences on my life and actions and thoughts.
They've placed me into a mountain of debt which I cannot escape without their help, which they deny help. I blame my family, including Ed's, for forcing me into this life then leaving me astray. I have lost many friends and girl-friends due to my family, making me act desperate to a degreee which I now date guys for comfort.
A real family wouldn't do that.
A real family doesn't sit by, watching one of their members suffer, only to convey acts of aggression, never sympathizing.
A real father would never tell his son that he should never have been conceived because he would've saved thousands of dollars.
A real mother would never threaten her son with foul language, calling him a pedo, faggot, and so on, saying that her grandchildren are more important than her own son.
A real sister would never invade her brother's privacy, thus setting forth a series of actions that still affect him today, without any remorse or correction from her.
A real brother-in-law would never strike me down, begate him, threaten him, then harrass him in the future if he ever saw him again.
A real in-law-family wouldn't treat their son-in-law with arrogance, dismissal, and threats.
A real mother-in-law wouldn't act like a stone-hearted bitch, becoming a stereotypical mother-in-law.
A real father-in-law would never threaten me with physical abuse over trivial shit as buying screws.
I beleive no one is fit to raise these children, certainly neither family. Both families are abusive; chemically, verbally, physically, and mentally. Certainly if anyone has a sense of logic within the court, they would send these kids into foster homes to best forget about what sort of ill-gotten families they would've been pulled back and forth into.
I am blaming everyone here for their actions against me. Luckily, I have refused to be a part of the family since before this erupted, for the fact that I dislike