Reflecting
I guess I have to embellish in the fact that I've proven myself over these other 'professional' artists to be more reliable and less time consuming.
Because...ya know...I don't have an online gallery nor popularity.
So can somebody please explain to me why in the hell I'm banned again?
Maybe it's my bad reputation of turning quality art in on time.
*sighs* I don't understand this world...
I'm not expecting art, moreso just reconciliation and a real apology. And coming from furries, I know that is such an impossibility. I can't respect his art in return, nor the person in whole after what happened, and the lies and rumours that stemmed from it with no one trying to correct their claims about me to the public.
It's kinda hard to be an artist when the person you are drawing for tells you that you suck before you even show them your art, and talks shit behind your back. (I guess I should have learned that hardship from my own parents and town treating me like that by now.) What's even worse is when you don't know this person, and he's basing his actions and words off of pure hearsay from others.
I was expecting a fair round with another artist(s), but I only got shafted, lied to and insulted about, then barred.
This doesn't go out to anyone, I'm just reflecting on the past here on a broken keyboard... don't mind me. Though I know one particular person will find this post interesting to them and either be pissed off on my veiws about this situation, or side with me for once. I can't really trust you at this point because I am confused and doubtful on wether you are trying to help me out in this matter, since it may put your relationship into play, unless you got someone else to draw for me, which I would appreciate more. I know it sounds weird, but unbanning me would be a good step in reconciliation.
PS. Banewulf, I will try to get something to you for your bday, but I need an addy regardless if its art or something else. I hate going to kinkos...