the mother ;x
i havent updated in a while because i left for my moms house a day early. My mom came here and she hung out with me and my grandparents . We watched the ring and eventually drifted to sleep. The next day my grandma,mom and i went out for job applications and then we went back to my moms house in burien because my mom wanted to spend time with me without my parents being around. It was alot of fun being there wednesday instead of thursday because it was just me and her. The house shes staying in is a recovery house and so everyone there used to do drugs. Theres Joann and her kids julie and marium (julie goes to highschool with me..i found that to be weird) and charlie,barry and then my mom and terry her husband. The first night we just hung out and watched movies. My mom is so funny sometimes. She acts just like a teenager in so many ways its crazy.. The next day my mom and i hung out and then her boyfriend got back from texas that night. So she hung out with him for the rest of the night and left me in the living room. Finally when it was time to go to sleep she came out and made me a bed. The guy charlie was still using heroine and he was up cleaning until 3 in the morning. I woke up with him sitting right next to me on the couch with his head shoved in waffles. It was so scary. he went to prison for being a child molester and he kept flirting with me and shit. I got hella scared but i forced myself to go back to sleep . Finally at 7:30 am my moms boyfriend terry came out and was like "charlie you need to get out of this room right now! u are going to have to take a UA test buddy because you look loaded" (my moms boyfriend is the manager/drug counselor of the house so hes in charge of everyone n stuff) So finally he left me alone. The 4th of july sucked because terry thought that my mom was fucking barry the other guy that lived there..but she wasnt. =/ So i had to stay in. It really pissed me off. Ever since her boyfriend had gottent here everything was about him. She didnt even really acknowledge the fact that i was alive. Then last night i slept in julie and her mom and sisters room because that guy was on drugs again and my mom didnt want me to be in the living room because he didnt wake up until 7pm so she knew hed be back awake all night. This morning i woke up and was like "i need to get out of this house" because i wanted to get away from being ignored.
Thursday- linda picked me and my mom up and we went to tacoma to this beach. It was really fun. Then we went to get some undies n stuff at the store. i got cute ones!!! =D Then on the way to go out to lunch,Linda started asking my mom some questions. She was like "why did you used to do heroine?" and all this shit about me from when i was little. I started to cry because it was really sad listening to my mom talk about it and everything. They felt hella bad and kissed my ass for the rest of the day. Then after lunch they took me to get my hair trimmed. It looks ok. i got 2 inchs cut off. =/
friday- i went to my friend ambers house to hang out with her for a while. We went to christines house and smoked. i felt bad for going back to seeing my mom when i was high because shes in a recovery house to stop that shit. Im completely done with the weed. I want to quit all that shit.
ugh, im so tired now. I barely got any sleep while i was there. I came home today and called tommy because i missed talking to him while i was gone. i wanted to talk to him so bad. =/ but it was long distance from my mom;s phone. He was so nice today when i talked to him =D i miss him lots <3
anyway, i hope you all had a good fourth of july because mine sucked. ;x
later punkin(s)
christina <3
Thursday- linda picked me and my mom up and we went to tacoma to this beach. It was really fun. Then we went to get some undies n stuff at the store. i got cute ones!!! =D Then on the way to go out to lunch,Linda started asking my mom some questions. She was like "why did you used to do heroine?" and all this shit about me from when i was little. I started to cry because it was really sad listening to my mom talk about it and everything. They felt hella bad and kissed my ass for the rest of the day. Then after lunch they took me to get my hair trimmed. It looks ok. i got 2 inchs cut off. =/
friday- i went to my friend ambers house to hang out with her for a while. We went to christines house and smoked. i felt bad for going back to seeing my mom when i was high because shes in a recovery house to stop that shit. Im completely done with the weed. I want to quit all that shit.
ugh, im so tired now. I barely got any sleep while i was there. I came home today and called tommy because i missed talking to him while i was gone. i wanted to talk to him so bad. =/ but it was long distance from my mom;s phone. He was so nice today when i talked to him =D i miss him lots <3
anyway, i hope you all had a good fourth of july because mine sucked. ;x
later punkin(s)
christina <3