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i dont know if this is premature...but i believe my husband and i are ending it. its only been a year and a half...but i feel like its been forever. i dont usually talk about him in here...and if i do...its usually to tell about how happy and good we are. but unfortunately thats not the case.
we fight all the time. all the time. we are miserable most of the time. and finally we'll say its over....and then we say we'll fix it. two months later...we're back at it...sayings its over. so i've decided....its time. we were not meant for each other. we are two different people from two very different worlds. and i just dont think we'll make it. i cannot picture myself with him in 20 years....10 years...even 5. and it makes me sad. sad because i love him....and i care for him more than i can explain. but i know in my heart its not going to last. and why prolong the inevitible? i dont need sympathy....i dont need a hug. i just need to cry and cry and cry. and cry until i cant cry anymore. and then ill be okay. and so will he. he doesnt know it yet...but he will be okay.
that's all.
we fight all the time. all the time. we are miserable most of the time. and finally we'll say its over....and then we say we'll fix it. two months later...we're back at it...sayings its over. so i've decided....its time. we were not meant for each other. we are two different people from two very different worlds. and i just dont think we'll make it. i cannot picture myself with him in 20 years....10 years...even 5. and it makes me sad. sad because i love him....and i care for him more than i can explain. but i know in my heart its not going to last. and why prolong the inevitible? i dont need sympathy....i dont need a hug. i just need to cry and cry and cry. and cry until i cant cry anymore. and then ill be okay. and so will he. he doesnt know it yet...but he will be okay.
that's all.