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sigh. 37 weeks. ill be 38 on friday. im in SO MUCH PAIN. its unbelievable. i want to cry every day. so i talked to my ob today, and he told me that if by my next appointment (which is next tuesday...october 2) im still in pain, and of course still pregnant....then he will induce me. HALLELUJAH! I heard the angels sing when he said that. i asked him today if he would and he said no. :( but thats when he told me that about next tuesday. ill be 38 weeks and some by then. he said he normally doesnt like to do it until one is 39 weeks atleast...but he said since im in so much pain he would consider it. oh im thrilled. i feel like i have something to look forward to finally. hopefully ill go before then, but if not....atleast i can wait 7 days. but everyone...pray that i go sooner please!!!
thats it. im still dilated to 1. nothing new. im just so freakin ready. i really cannot explain the pain to anyone......its just horrible. it gets to the point where i cant even walk. there are times where i think i need a wheelchair! but thats why i decided.....im goin on maternity leave. i was just gonna keep goin til i pop.....but i really couldnt do it anymore. it was too hard for me to walk anymore. i needed to do this. only 16 more days til my due date so i think it was a good decision.
alright...thats all.
thats it. im still dilated to 1. nothing new. im just so freakin ready. i really cannot explain the pain to anyone......its just horrible. it gets to the point where i cant even walk. there are times where i think i need a wheelchair! but thats why i decided.....im goin on maternity leave. i was just gonna keep goin til i pop.....but i really couldnt do it anymore. it was too hard for me to walk anymore. i needed to do this. only 16 more days til my due date so i think it was a good decision.
alright...thats all.