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its funny how our opinions change when we are in a situation. we trash talk certain people or their actions...then find ourselves behaving the way we once criticized. why does this happen? there is no excuse for behaving badly. atleast no good ones. yet....we still do it. maybe its the lure of excitement in being rebelious. or maybe its because we are lacking something. maybe there is no reason whatsoever....nothing more than just doing something wrong! there is something satisfying in the feeling of getting away with something. i believe that starts as a young kid. we steal a piece of candy and no one catches us. we feel good. we got what we wanted....and didnt suffer any consequences. but in all honesty....maybe we werent caught and punished...but i do believe we all pay for our actions in one way or another. even our good. i am a firm believer in what goes around comes around. karma. you do good...you will be rewarded. you do bad...you will be punished. its all part of a game we play. so am i expecting something good to come of this game? at the moment yes....but in the future, im sure ill have to pay for my actions. but until then...ill probably just enjoy myself.