site, mood and fangirlism
- Well, I've finally been able to see Ouran HighSchool Host Club, that anime everyone is crazy about since a little time. I must say I was really curious about it. It has been a long time since I've not laughed so much with some anime!
At a moment I feared it would become so classical shoujo-like-oh-my-god-everyone-falls-for-the-heroine ! And I liked Haruhi and not wanted her to turn Mary Sue (even if it's really close sometimes) but it was nice. Ended quickly though.
And my fav chars are surprising, in the Club I love Tamaki but otherwise I just love Nekozawa which is so goth and kawaii at the same time and that Kasanoda stupid cute-inside yakuza boy. (even if I was thinking his face was cute too *hugs him*)
- I've bought a domain for my site. Lately, FREE is so damn annoying it pissed me off ! Maeva has problems with it too so it seems they updated and now it's a pain in the ass. I have spam on my guestbook I can't avoid because of FREE and it's been so fucking annoying to upload things at my last up... (well it was always annoying to begin with but they beat records now...)
So I chose something completely different, I was tired of "marinetzer" as even if I will be always a Marinetzer, I'm not in the mood anymore and thought of something caracterizing more. Simple, sounding nice, with two words. The first coming in mind was "snow" as I love snow to death. The second was silent but the better word to tell 'silence' is quiet. So this is it Quiet Snow. Quiet can be "calm" and "peaceful" too and I feel in love with the name because of that. It comes near my character as well. And what I feel inside when I look at snow. I'd like this to be so... me !! ^^
My only problem is that Morgane renamed her website Golden Snow some time ago and I hope nobody, and more not her, will think I copied or anything. With this in mind I tried other names like 'Clear Skies' I like too but definitely, it's more me to feel good while watching quiet snow falling than a clear sky. Really really much more.
So I kept it.
Now I have to put all my site on the domain and change the links needed to be changed... So much work to do... T_T *tired in advance*
- And the last, I feel really bad lately. Don't know why, as if it was a sort of melancholy, and with waves of rash anger too. Really disturbing. I will never be as bad as I was two years ago (which was the worst time of my life and hope I would never have to cope with something like that again), I try to manage. I still live my fullest, I'm not crying. I still have friends. But there are those time, like this at night, when I'm alone in my room I feel my heart sting... Out of loneliness, perhaps, I dunno. And I know what I long for and it's a thing that I think doesn't exist. (but the twitch of hope in my heart says it does, and what will we be without hope, ne? )
Hope to be better soon! I can draw again, and this, is nice. :3
At a moment I feared it would become so classical shoujo-like-oh-my-god-everyone-falls-for-the-heroine ! And I liked Haruhi and not wanted her to turn Mary Sue (even if it's really close sometimes) but it was nice. Ended quickly though.
And my fav chars are surprising, in the Club I love Tamaki but otherwise I just love Nekozawa which is so goth and kawaii at the same time and that Kasanoda stupid cute-inside yakuza boy. (even if I was thinking his face was cute too *hugs him*)
- I've bought a domain for my site. Lately, FREE is so damn annoying it pissed me off ! Maeva has problems with it too so it seems they updated and now it's a pain in the ass. I have spam on my guestbook I can't avoid because of FREE and it's been so fucking annoying to upload things at my last up... (well it was always annoying to begin with but they beat records now...)
So I chose something completely different, I was tired of "marinetzer" as even if I will be always a Marinetzer, I'm not in the mood anymore and thought of something caracterizing more. Simple, sounding nice, with two words. The first coming in mind was "snow" as I love snow to death. The second was silent but the better word to tell 'silence' is quiet. So this is it Quiet Snow. Quiet can be "calm" and "peaceful" too and I feel in love with the name because of that. It comes near my character as well. And what I feel inside when I look at snow. I'd like this to be so... me !! ^^
My only problem is that Morgane renamed her website Golden Snow some time ago and I hope nobody, and more not her, will think I copied or anything. With this in mind I tried other names like 'Clear Skies' I like too but definitely, it's more me to feel good while watching quiet snow falling than a clear sky. Really really much more.
So I kept it.
Now I have to put all my site on the domain and change the links needed to be changed... So much work to do... T_T *tired in advance*
- And the last, I feel really bad lately. Don't know why, as if it was a sort of melancholy, and with waves of rash anger too. Really disturbing. I will never be as bad as I was two years ago (which was the worst time of my life and hope I would never have to cope with something like that again), I try to manage. I still live my fullest, I'm not crying. I still have friends. But there are those time, like this at night, when I'm alone in my room I feel my heart sting... Out of loneliness, perhaps, I dunno. And I know what I long for and it's a thing that I think doesn't exist. (but the twitch of hope in my heart says it does, and what will we be without hope, ne? )
Hope to be better soon! I can draw again, and this, is nice. :3