Life stuff
I'm not dead, I just have a problem with my internet life and life in general. It's like I'm experiencing the "thirty years old crisis" in advance. My life is all questionings and I can't manage to find satisfying answers and wisdom in all this. Well.... have to cope with it.
News from me yeah!!!
Since 2008 I was in a professional training to become a full-accomplished florist. Yeah. It was a job that pleased me enough to be done even if I'm not overly fond about it but well... Flowers are cute but you're not very indispensable in the World, right? ^^; It's a bonus in one's life. Moreover, it's expensive. (I can't even buy flowers myself... too expensive for me. XD Paradox? ^^; )
So now since June I passed my exam. My current contract ended in August and I'm now totally UNEMPLOYED. =D With no money. ^^; A big diploma but no job nor money...that's life.... many people are in my case. ^^;
I moved in a new city, I couldn't stand Paris' surrounding anymore. For you, no-French people, you'll think Paris is a nice city... well... don't live there. XD Paris' people are stressed, not nice at all, aggressive... I started to become crazy here... I started to become like them (like a disease! @_@ lol), I don't want to see me like that again. ^^;
The difference with my last unemployed period in 2006 : I'm not at my parents' anymore. I have to worry all the time for money, to eat, etc... welcome in real life! Yeah.
I have to say, and sound like a real spoiled brat : REAL LIFE SUCKS! (give me back my childhood and parents' home T_T)
Again, I have to cope with it. Period.
THE GOOD NEWS!
My last two years of work as an apprentice was used for something else (apart for paying awesome flat rents and food, and clothes sometimes), I made some savings with a purpose :
>>JAPAN TRIP!! << *dances*
It's kind of a teenage dream I had kinda abandoned, thinking I could never find the money.
But now... NOW.
Plane tickets are reserved.
Hotel is reserved.
Ghibli museum is reserved.
I will have a lesson of Ikebana.
We will have one night in a ryokan (onsen *_*)
8 days in Kyoto region (Biwa lake *o*), 9 days in Tokyo. ♥ All during "red leaves season". =D
It will be an awesome trip. :3
The trip of my life! (I've never left Europe, my first time in a plane, etc...)
Just for that, right now, I'm happy of living. :3
I'll start drawing again slowly. (I wasn't drawing anymore and lost interest in it... Sad. :/)
I'll do everything to make my existence in life better because... well if living is hard, I find it even harder to die. :/ So let's continue in the path and see what's beyond the dense and dark fog ahead.
News from me yeah!!!
Since 2008 I was in a professional training to become a full-accomplished florist. Yeah. It was a job that pleased me enough to be done even if I'm not overly fond about it but well... Flowers are cute but you're not very indispensable in the World, right? ^^; It's a bonus in one's life. Moreover, it's expensive. (I can't even buy flowers myself... too expensive for me. XD Paradox? ^^; )
So now since June I passed my exam. My current contract ended in August and I'm now totally UNEMPLOYED. =D With no money. ^^; A big diploma but no job nor money...that's life.... many people are in my case. ^^;
I moved in a new city, I couldn't stand Paris' surrounding anymore. For you, no-French people, you'll think Paris is a nice city... well... don't live there. XD Paris' people are stressed, not nice at all, aggressive... I started to become crazy here... I started to become like them (like a disease! @_@ lol), I don't want to see me like that again. ^^;
The difference with my last unemployed period in 2006 : I'm not at my parents' anymore. I have to worry all the time for money, to eat, etc... welcome in real life! Yeah.
I have to say, and sound like a real spoiled brat : REAL LIFE SUCKS! (give me back my childhood and parents' home T_T)
Again, I have to cope with it. Period.
THE GOOD NEWS!
My last two years of work as an apprentice was used for something else (apart for paying awesome flat rents and food, and clothes sometimes), I made some savings with a purpose :
>>JAPAN TRIP!! << *dances*
It's kind of a teenage dream I had kinda abandoned, thinking I could never find the money.
But now... NOW.
Plane tickets are reserved.
Hotel is reserved.
Ghibli museum is reserved.
I will have a lesson of Ikebana.
We will have one night in a ryokan (onsen *_*)
8 days in Kyoto region (Biwa lake *o*), 9 days in Tokyo. ♥ All during "red leaves season". =D
It will be an awesome trip. :3
The trip of my life! (I've never left Europe, my first time in a plane, etc...)
Just for that, right now, I'm happy of living. :3
I'll start drawing again slowly. (I wasn't drawing anymore and lost interest in it... Sad. :/)
I'll do everything to make my existence in life better because... well if living is hard, I find it even harder to die. :/ So let's continue in the path and see what's beyond the dense and dark fog ahead.