I thought lately I was happy again to go in conventions... I was right, because tonight, I dreamt of a convention. It was a long time this happened.
It seems I was going to
kurenai_akira's home, but this was in the South of France instead of East... and I was like "yeah this week end there's a convention in Italy I'd like to go." Why in Italy I dunno, because it was close ?
I spend an afternoon looking for a hotel with a computer but they were all so expensive I said we can try and go to a sort of religious host-house... (in fact it was were we almost finished with my bro in... 2000? Or 1999, when a hotel didn't note our reservation and so we had no room, they said "try to go here they always have room... WTF? But finally we managed to find a room in another hotel, but can't remember where... ^^; ) Well, so I could'nt find a room and go see Akira who was in the shower for telling her.
After that we tried to find the con. But I don't know if I was with Akira anymore, but I was with someone. It was hard to find, the location was an old building with many tourists around. (and I crossed paths with three of my childhood friends, thomas, Yann and Raphael, who didn't recognize me it appeared.)
But I discovered the con was hidden behind the building and we could access to it by an old and small wooded door... ^^; Crazy.
After that door was a large flow of people, many colours, cosplayers and they were in line to enter the con.
I stayed here with the person accompanying me and said I was silly to have come here without warning
kiu22 because perhaps she was at the con too and I couldn't met her because she didn't know I was here.
And I was disturbed because I couldn't speak Italian at all. >_< I wondered if I could speak English...
After that I saw a Eiji cosplay and thought it was Shigure-chan, and followed by Kitties and Dragonise it seemed. I think
kaidoh20was here too somewhere with
sanada30 too. I wanted to go with them but couldn't because I woke up. ^^;;
Finally I can't believe how happy I am to go in convention again with a stand and a fanzine. Stupid thing yes, but I'm happy.
Normally if all goes well we'll have a stand at Epita with
yukian and
fantomefumee .
And I'll do a Soren cosplay, because they're all in cosplay and I wanted too, but wasn't too interested to follow them in their group, so I'd prefer to do a character I wanted to do since some time.
I received my material today, bought on Ebay, very cheap. *__* I want to start but before I have to take care of the fanzine.
I scanned my comic again because it was awfully scanned the first time (I was a real dork or what?) and will edit it because the letters sucks... wrote by me... Ugly... >_<
I'll surely start the paste up soon... I started to print some cards for me but my ink cartridge died. T_T
I'll continue later. *sigh*
Now I'm gone because I have to go somewhere. XD Hurryyyy. Bye~
**edit:** Back now and my good mood is dead. We came to see our grandparents with my grandfather who is ill and still very mean and aggressive. He always was, but I think with the feeling of helplessness he has now, he's even more angry. He's mean with my grandmother who's doing anything for him, make him eat, wash him and even washing his butt everytime he goes to the toilet. But no, he's still an awful man. Today he caught her arm and wanted to hit her. I was really chocked. My grandma too. I cracked and cried and still want to cry and it's horrible to have to get old and becoming like that.
I wonder what will come from that now... But I think my grandma is very tired physically and mentally and I don't like that. I love my grandma very deeply you see. I don't hate my grandad, but he's still an ass.
Well, bad mood, but it's life, and we just have to live it and bear with it until the end.