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Okay, so I haven't updated since March. The last 2 months have been very busy and full of ups and downs. I'm trying desperately to stay motivated through to the end of the year, but its ridiculously difficult for me. Basically, I fall behind... and then I do poorly... and then I get frustrated... and then rather fighting back and working harder when I get frustrated, I simply shut down and completely resist doing anything productive. Its so dumb and it gets me nowhere. So... I'm screwed... forever... damn.
Anyway, prom was aiight. I liked getting ready more than actually being there. It is kind of entertaining to see what everyone looks like when they are trying to look "their best". Some girls looked like skanks. The grinding thing still sickens me... I just can't get used to it, I just pray it'll go out of style before I die... and that it won't be replaced by something worse like, fucking to music in public. Whatever, I'll just ignore it. I won't be in high school forever. This is a demented time.
Anyway... then i was completely anti-social on saturday, which was nice and depressing at the same time. Then david and I drove around aimlessly, maynard, the sand pit, willard... etc.. etc... listen, I gotta go. I don't know why you called me in the first place. Fuck off.
Love always,
Annie
Anyway, prom was aiight. I liked getting ready more than actually being there. It is kind of entertaining to see what everyone looks like when they are trying to look "their best". Some girls looked like skanks. The grinding thing still sickens me... I just can't get used to it, I just pray it'll go out of style before I die... and that it won't be replaced by something worse like, fucking to music in public. Whatever, I'll just ignore it. I won't be in high school forever. This is a demented time.
Anyway... then i was completely anti-social on saturday, which was nice and depressing at the same time. Then david and I drove around aimlessly, maynard, the sand pit, willard... etc.. etc... listen, I gotta go. I don't know why you called me in the first place. Fuck off.
Love always,
Annie