Trapped.
Being rationalist is like being cruel with myself.
Lately, my brain seems like is trapping me, failing to avoid a possible depression. The funny thing is this is happening just because I have been thinking to much on what I should be doing of my life. My sense of justice is saying to me "This is wrong. You have to set things right." and because of it I'm stopping me from running after what I want.
Kind of complicated. The worst thing is I'm completely concious of what's happening and can't help myself.
How many times I have to torture myself like that?
Dunno.
I hope my mood gets better once I see Rika (chibiroxas17 ) and my beloved Dante (her dog which name was given by me lol). Going out of home seems to be the best thing I can do now. Let's have some fun, ok?
Lately, my brain seems like is trapping me, failing to avoid a possible depression. The funny thing is this is happening just because I have been thinking to much on what I should be doing of my life. My sense of justice is saying to me "This is wrong. You have to set things right." and because of it I'm stopping me from running after what I want.
Kind of complicated. The worst thing is I'm completely concious of what's happening and can't help myself.
How many times I have to torture myself like that?
Dunno.
I hope my mood gets better once I see Rika (chibiroxas17 ) and my beloved Dante (her dog which name was given by me lol). Going out of home seems to be the best thing I can do now. Let's have some fun, ok?