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I'm gonna leave this public in case people who joined my community are not able to read my friend-locked post because it's kind of important.
Although i'm positively still in the fandom, i hasn't been able to be like before where i could go online the whole day reading almost(?) everything in my friend page(which consist of 99.9% of fandom stuff) and start a new translation in order to get it done in the shortest time with just the goal of doing another.
I had never been a person who could stay with one thing for any period of time(take a look at my twitter and you'll understand..or everything else in that matter) unless it involve listening to music or reading(and even these are not all-time definite). Maybe the only thing that ever really stay with me as it is(and most likely forever will) is sleeping. I can almost(cos i'm not that sure yet but believe it's so) do anything just to be able to sleep. What's more, when i get out of a habit, it's mostly a "That's it" thing and a full-stop would be put to it.
I don't mean to say i don't like my fandom or doing translations because i seriously do(and deeply still). However, i just hasn't been able to get back to the old habit of reading my friend page everyday with the same enthusiasm just to check out every new details of massu, nino, ryutaro (and you can REALLY see the seriousness of it) or any other thing interesting or checking out on any untranslated interview and checking if there's chinese translation and start translating straight away(or get disappointed when there isn't any). It may be due to the break i had to have during my short internship but i'm sure the main point is still me. Me being me, it's always a hot-heated moment. I'm in one minute and the next second, you see me no way near at all.
I still love JE(or more accurately, massu) with all my heart(mind you) but i just can't get back. At least not at this very moment and i believe everyone(especially those that had been reading my translations) had the right to know about the situation. I may have disappointed some who had been waiting but all i could say is, i did tried and i guess i could only try harder still. Most importantly, with so many efficient translators around, i'm sure it won't be such a burden to everyone.
Thus, i'll end it here :)
Although i'm positively still in the fandom, i hasn't been able to be like before where i could go online the whole day reading almost(?) everything in my friend page(which consist of 99.9% of fandom stuff) and start a new translation in order to get it done in the shortest time with just the goal of doing another.
I had never been a person who could stay with one thing for any period of time(take a look at my twitter and you'll understand..or everything else in that matter) unless it involve listening to music or reading(and even these are not all-time definite). Maybe the only thing that ever really stay with me as it is(and most likely forever will) is sleeping. I can almost(cos i'm not that sure yet but believe it's so) do anything just to be able to sleep. What's more, when i get out of a habit, it's mostly a "That's it" thing and a full-stop would be put to it.
I don't mean to say i don't like my fandom or doing translations because i seriously do(and deeply still). However, i just hasn't been able to get back to the old habit of reading my friend page everyday with the same enthusiasm just to check out every new details of massu, nino, ryutaro (and you can REALLY see the seriousness of it) or any other thing interesting or checking out on any untranslated interview and checking if there's chinese translation and start translating straight away(or get disappointed when there isn't any). It may be due to the break i had to have during my short internship but i'm sure the main point is still me. Me being me, it's always a hot-heated moment. I'm in one minute and the next second, you see me no way near at all.
I still love JE(or more accurately, massu) with all my heart(mind you) but i just can't get back. At least not at this very moment and i believe everyone(especially those that had been reading my translations) had the right to know about the situation. I may have disappointed some who had been waiting but all i could say is, i did tried and i guess i could only try harder still. Most importantly, with so many efficient translators around, i'm sure it won't be such a burden to everyone.
Thus, i'll end it here :)