;_;
Today I feel nothing but pure mistery...
Why?
I'm all alone again...
Okay... so, a couple months ago I was informed by my wonderful gf Rachel that her, her dad, and her sister would be coming up for christmas to see me... and they did. They got here the 23rd, and we've spent everyday together...
But, she left today... And ever since I've felt nothing but a stabbing ache in my hear... and I keep tearing up and crying... *sigh*... I feel so pathetic...
It was a nice time though...
We've spent every night together... just about everyday...
She went to my aunt Lynda's x-mas dinner with me... I went geocashing with her and her family... which was, for the most part, fun.
We went to Eureka Springs, and while her dad was geocaching, me, Rachel, and her sister Sarah we walking around... We went in this one store that was full of rainbow gay stuff... and the owner was soooooo sooooo very very gay...
He asked if we were 'family'... meaning if we were gay... and while I was embarrassed and put my head down, Rachel was like "Yes!... me and her are." and preceeded to grab me around the waist... So, because of that, he gave us discounts on everything in the store... >.>
But we looked around there for awhile and then they're dad made us leave and we went somewhere and geocached with him... it was bleck... I kept getting to hot and thirsty, and it eventually made me sick...
We had fun though...
But now shes gone... and I already miss her so much... ;_;... She keeps saying she'll come back this summer though... I hope she can... I really really miss her...
But she left me something to remember her by...
THIS HUGE FREAKIN' HICKEY WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE TO COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why?
I'm all alone again...
Okay... so, a couple months ago I was informed by my wonderful gf Rachel that her, her dad, and her sister would be coming up for christmas to see me... and they did. They got here the 23rd, and we've spent everyday together...
But, she left today... And ever since I've felt nothing but a stabbing ache in my hear... and I keep tearing up and crying... *sigh*... I feel so pathetic...
It was a nice time though...
We've spent every night together... just about everyday...
She went to my aunt Lynda's x-mas dinner with me... I went geocashing with her and her family... which was, for the most part, fun.
We went to Eureka Springs, and while her dad was geocaching, me, Rachel, and her sister Sarah we walking around... We went in this one store that was full of rainbow gay stuff... and the owner was soooooo sooooo very very gay...
He asked if we were 'family'... meaning if we were gay... and while I was embarrassed and put my head down, Rachel was like "Yes!... me and her are." and preceeded to grab me around the waist... So, because of that, he gave us discounts on everything in the store... >.>
But we looked around there for awhile and then they're dad made us leave and we went somewhere and geocached with him... it was bleck... I kept getting to hot and thirsty, and it eventually made me sick...
We had fun though...
But now shes gone... and I already miss her so much... ;_;... She keeps saying she'll come back this summer though... I hope she can... I really really miss her...
But she left me something to remember her by...
THIS HUGE FREAKIN' HICKEY WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE TO COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!