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Last night, I got a call from Joe saying he was in the front of my house, lmao, and that he wanted to hang out. So I went outside wiht him for a while, smoked a cigarette and then we went to go bother Dan. I think he was mad that we rung his doorbell... It was all joe's idea , though. Anyway, so we were like "lets walk over to Daves house." Dave is like.. up a hill and 1/4 mile away, and I was wearing sandles, so my feel hurt like a monther fucker and I was so out of breath. Then, we realize he wasn't home, so we went to joe's house (down a bigger hill and a couple of blocks away) to go get some beers. I mean, it was already really late and I snuck out fo teh house, and i didnt want to get into trouble at all, and they wanted to drink in a forest, so i was like "im going home." They were like "whyyyy!!! Ur gonna get raped, its dangerous walking home this late at night alone." im like "I gotta, I cant get caught." so I left. I walked home, the back of my knees were KILLING me (they still are). It was just a waste of my time. I shoulda known that when we went to go get Dan, they woulda stuck together and woulda dropped me all they wanted.. Whatever, that aint happening again, its a waste of my time. The only good thing I got out of it was a free cig and seeing Dan. But Im over him too, hes too into Rachel, too stupid to break up with her, and im not his type because of my weight, so fuck it...
Yesterday I went to my uncles earlier, it was fun. I wish we can do that every week. Too bad that next Sat and Sun are full. Sat I have to go for my interview at 12. Sunday is my dads birthday and my dad's side of the family is coming over, thats fun too, I guess. Then, the Tuesday after that, I have Freshman Orientation! That weekend I have no clue wtf Im doing, hopefully something though... Then the week after that is my birthday!!! YAY!
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I'm slowly forgetting about Bud... thank god, took me 6 months to START. I cant wait til another 6 months goes by and I can be over him TOTALLY, and hopefully with someone else... Im picky with guys now. I want the perfect guy cuz I dont want to get heart broken again. Love isn't worth it if in the end, you get heart broken. And with bud, i got EXTREMELY heart broken. I just don't wanna be used to getting my heart ripped into shreds... so i'm really careful from now on.
My sister is an idiot. Shes all pissed because she didnt get to see Seabiscuit. what a loser... lmao.
~Lauren