1. I am a terrible person, for multiple reasons. One being that I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with certain things and it's a problem, and yes, I'm remaining that vague.
2. I just spoke 45 minutes worth of fic at my digital camera so that I can upload it somewhere (God knows what place will allow me to upload these huge-ass files) and convert it all into MP3 and put it on my iPod. Yep, listening to fic ftw. My throat hurts a bit now.
3. I'm all over Run-DMC, Public Enemy, Kanye West, String Quartet, Stars, and David Bowie right now, but am really lame and need people to give me things. So, if you've got it, I'll make my puppy dog face a lot and hope you love me enough to upload it somewhere (♥?)
4.
LOL MAGIC DANCE! (I JUST ATE A NAAANA!) 5. Arianna and I have come to the following conclusions: there are not nearly enough gay women in Brighton, distance sucks, we are each glad the other exists, drinking coffee on swings is awesome, and I am totally her shoulder devil and she listens to me more often than her shoulder angel.
6. I'm getting back into that habit where I don't sleep, and I think it's bad for me. Like, you know when you haven't slept well enough in so long that you just stop feeling tired, until you sit down, and then you feel like you're about to pass out? Happening way too much lately. Though, it may be because I haven't been eating just about at all, either. Been too busy doing homework (or, you know, avoiding it) and freaking out for hours on end about oh, shit, I'm going to die of school to really do anything about that whole nourishment thing. Instead I eat shit that isn't good for me and feel all dizzy and tilty when I get up in the morning or move around at all for the first five hours of the day.
7. The muscles in my legs hurt like shiiiit from continuous kickball. But I'm also spending this unit with
Jonathan Graziano, who is possibly the gayest, cattiest, most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. AND HE'S NOT EVEN OUT. Lololol.
8. Been feeling a bit down lately. I've been thinking about asking my parents to take me back to the psychiatrist. 'Cause I don't want to go through any 'fiasco' or that type of shit, because really? I want to stop dealing with feeling melodramatic because I can't stop thinking about how shit I am at everything. And I want to feel good about things I do well at.
9. I'm avoiding doing my debate paper because it's fucking boring and I'm crap at them anyway.
10. This was a long, pointless list, that I'm not cutting even though that makes me a bitch.