I'm so tired...
...of everything at the moment.
All I seem to be doing lately is cry, cry and cry some more. I feel so low at the moment and my body aches so badly. All I wanna do is sleep. Nothing more and nothing less.
I can't be doing with all the chaos of school right now. They told me that I didn't have to do anything I didn't want to do or anything that I felt I wasn't ready for. So why am I being forced to do things against my own free will? I'm not ready to go back to school for a day let alone going back full time! I'm scared to speak up though in case everyone starts screaming and shouting at me again. I can't be dealing with that. It's likely to set me off again.
My head's still so screwed up and my emotions are all over the place. Doesn't the fact that I'm conitinually depressed and crying mean anything to them? Are they so caught up in their owns lives to even notice that I'm dying inside?
I just, I just wanna sleep. Can't they just leave me be in the sanctuary of my room to sort through the things in my head? Do they really need to confuse me even more by putting even more pressure on me with school and stuff? Can't they just...leave me alone?
Let me know what you think and please try to be truthful(I'm OK with critisism, it'll help me to improve!). Feed back would be most appreciated as this is my very first try.