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"And I wouldn't give either up, but it doesn't mean that I couldn't share something with someone else."
"Yeah, it does."
I think for the first time ever I finally understand why all the nights we spent awake, talking about us, about our future, never resulted in anything more than heartache after heartache. I would have given up anything, done anything, to be with you. All I wanted was to share my life with you. To sleep by your side every night, and wake to find you there in the morning. Sappy, romantic? Yeah, fuckin' whatever. But that was always what I wanted. I wanted to share my life with you.
I believed in the impossible. I held on to hope over and over again no matter how much it hurt me. And yeah, eventually, I let it go. I let it go because I had to. Because in the end, I thought you were forced to make a choice and you made the only choice you could. But that was never true. You made the choice you wanted to.
You can't have your cake and eat it too.
I never want to be a secret. I never want to sit back and watch you live a lie. I can't live that way, I can't. I won't hide my heart from the world, however it hurts me. I will face whatever comes and in the end, I'll be the better person for it.
Love shouldn't have to live in shadow.
No love of mine ever will.
"Yeah, it does."
I think for the first time ever I finally understand why all the nights we spent awake, talking about us, about our future, never resulted in anything more than heartache after heartache. I would have given up anything, done anything, to be with you. All I wanted was to share my life with you. To sleep by your side every night, and wake to find you there in the morning. Sappy, romantic? Yeah, fuckin' whatever. But that was always what I wanted. I wanted to share my life with you.
I believed in the impossible. I held on to hope over and over again no matter how much it hurt me. And yeah, eventually, I let it go. I let it go because I had to. Because in the end, I thought you were forced to make a choice and you made the only choice you could. But that was never true. You made the choice you wanted to.
You can't have your cake and eat it too.
I never want to be a secret. I never want to sit back and watch you live a lie. I can't live that way, I can't. I won't hide my heart from the world, however it hurts me. I will face whatever comes and in the end, I'll be the better person for it.
Love shouldn't have to live in shadow.
No love of mine ever will.