Because I have nothing better to do.
I haven't done a worthwhile update in quite some time, so I figured I'd try to write a bit of something that wasn't quizzes or random bitching. As you all know, I've found my apartment and all that good stuff, and I will be moving into said apartment come next week. I'm a little nervous about the financial type thing, but I'm sure that if I manage things right, I'll get by just fine. I'm not as nervous about being alone though. I'll have Cici with me and I'm a bit of a loner anyway. It's odd, I like to be by myself at times, but I don't really like being *alone*. I suppose there's a difference between physical lonliness and the...er...other kind...or something. But anyways, I'm wandering off the subject.
Due to my crappy credit, I had to get a co-signer for the apartment but no biggie. My sister's friend(some guy I've known since high school) decided he'd sign for me. Thankfully, he doesn't have to live with me. He just has to be on the first year's lease and as long as I'm good with my payments for the first year, everything will be all fine and dandy. I'm a little worried about where I'm gonna be within the next year or two when Josh gets out of school. I kinda don't want to stay in Ohio, and I'm kinda iffy about Indiana, but neither of us have the money to move elsewhere. He'll likely still want me to go to Indy, and I can do that. Of course I really like these apartments, and I"ll be loathe to leave them, but I won't be loathe to leave Dayton. Granted, we have some good bars around here. Oh well.
I suppose I'm thinking too far ahead but it always pays to be prepared. I know for a fact that I won't be able to afford the nice wedding that I wanted with the midevil costumes and such. Alas, I shall either wear my nice midevil type dress to renfair or something, or wear it to the JP. Joshy's family won't like the fact that it's not a Catholic wedding, but they need to realise that I'm not Catholic and I don't feel comfortable converting. Ah well. We'll think of something I suppose. Yet again, I'm planning too far ahead. I just don't like to leave things 'til the last minute, especially something like that. I need to stop thinking about it, because whenever I do, I get antsy and start bugging Josh about it and then he tells me it's too early to start planning and he needs some more time to get his act together and it just turns into another argument and me being all selfish and impatient.
Sooo yeah...maybe it's best to stick to the present right now and just figure out what to do when the time comes or something. I just hate having to do that. I neeeed things properly planned out. *le sigh*
For one who can't handle chaos, I sure as hell have a lot of it around me, but I shall think happy thoughts because I shall finally be free...sorta. My sister will still be bugging me constantly and making sure her baby sissy is ok and doesn't need big sissy to come in and rescue/mother her, but I guess I'll make due. At least I'll have *some* privacy when no-one is visiting. I have a feeling I'm going to be spending most of my vacation either hanging out at the pool or unpacking. Knowing me, I'll be choosing the pool. I'm on vacation. I'm not supposed to work. Hell, it took me several months just to unpack all of my crap from when I moved back to Ohio from Texas. Yay for procrastination!(sorta)
Mmmk...so I've babbled on enough so far. Granny's still...well....granny. She's stable but very stubborn and very demanding. She's doing well with her physical therepy but she thinks she can already get up and walk when she only has her legs moving, yet she can't sit up on her own yet. There's times when she's there and times when she's not. It's hard to be patient with her, but I have to. I'll be good practice when I have a kid. I hate to say it, but I'll be glad I don't have to deal with it every day once I move. I might come over to help feed her and stuff, but I don't have to live with it. I know it sounds horrible, but I really don't want to sacrifice my life for that. I feel for my aunt Viv for doing so herself because no-one else is willing/able to take care of granny, but that's another issue entirely.
Yeah I think that's it.
YAY! MOVING!!!
That is all. Toodles!
Due to my crappy credit, I had to get a co-signer for the apartment but no biggie. My sister's friend(some guy I've known since high school) decided he'd sign for me. Thankfully, he doesn't have to live with me. He just has to be on the first year's lease and as long as I'm good with my payments for the first year, everything will be all fine and dandy. I'm a little worried about where I'm gonna be within the next year or two when Josh gets out of school. I kinda don't want to stay in Ohio, and I'm kinda iffy about Indiana, but neither of us have the money to move elsewhere. He'll likely still want me to go to Indy, and I can do that. Of course I really like these apartments, and I"ll be loathe to leave them, but I won't be loathe to leave Dayton. Granted, we have some good bars around here. Oh well.
I suppose I'm thinking too far ahead but it always pays to be prepared. I know for a fact that I won't be able to afford the nice wedding that I wanted with the midevil costumes and such. Alas, I shall either wear my nice midevil type dress to renfair or something, or wear it to the JP. Joshy's family won't like the fact that it's not a Catholic wedding, but they need to realise that I'm not Catholic and I don't feel comfortable converting. Ah well. We'll think of something I suppose. Yet again, I'm planning too far ahead. I just don't like to leave things 'til the last minute, especially something like that. I need to stop thinking about it, because whenever I do, I get antsy and start bugging Josh about it and then he tells me it's too early to start planning and he needs some more time to get his act together and it just turns into another argument and me being all selfish and impatient.
Sooo yeah...maybe it's best to stick to the present right now and just figure out what to do when the time comes or something. I just hate having to do that. I neeeed things properly planned out. *le sigh*
For one who can't handle chaos, I sure as hell have a lot of it around me, but I shall think happy thoughts because I shall finally be free...sorta. My sister will still be bugging me constantly and making sure her baby sissy is ok and doesn't need big sissy to come in and rescue/mother her, but I guess I'll make due. At least I'll have *some* privacy when no-one is visiting. I have a feeling I'm going to be spending most of my vacation either hanging out at the pool or unpacking. Knowing me, I'll be choosing the pool. I'm on vacation. I'm not supposed to work. Hell, it took me several months just to unpack all of my crap from when I moved back to Ohio from Texas. Yay for procrastination!(sorta)
Mmmk...so I've babbled on enough so far. Granny's still...well....granny. She's stable but very stubborn and very demanding. She's doing well with her physical therepy but she thinks she can already get up and walk when she only has her legs moving, yet she can't sit up on her own yet. There's times when she's there and times when she's not. It's hard to be patient with her, but I have to. I'll be good practice when I have a kid. I hate to say it, but I'll be glad I don't have to deal with it every day once I move. I might come over to help feed her and stuff, but I don't have to live with it. I know it sounds horrible, but I really don't want to sacrifice my life for that. I feel for my aunt Viv for doing so herself because no-one else is willing/able to take care of granny, but that's another issue entirely.
Yeah I think that's it.
YAY! MOVING!!!
That is all. Toodles!