Feb 06, 2006 22:59
I've realized why some people truly cannot stand to be in college. Of all the friends you made in high school and thought would be around forever, few of them do. Since June or July, I've been drifting away from all the friends I'd managed to keep up to then. Hell, the closest friend I had was someone I didn't meet until the end of June, and now she and I are drifting apart. Granted, that's of my own choice, but it's been discussed too much already, so I won't bore you again. Even with the friends I've made at Tech, I've stopped talking to many of them. It seems as though my mind is craving solitude, at least in part, once again. After six years of opening up bit by bit, my inner self may have had enough. I'm not sure why this is happening. I suppose it's just natural that people will drift in and out of your life. Though, I must say, I didn't think after six years someone could drift back out. Ah well, it's nothing new. I should probably devote myself a little more fully to my studies. I've got too much time on my hands to think about nonsense like this. I need something to drive me, though...