Too tired to write
But I'm gonna do it anyway!
soo...a few things to comment on:
1) I have no balls. I have realized this, but first what the hell is "having balls": courage, strength etc? why are these adjectives associated with Male genetalia if they do not live up to this definition themselves??
I say I have no balls b/c although I am an "instigator" I really can't do the things I want to. I am totally nervous about trying to hook up wiht Justin. It feels totally wrong (1) he contradicted me on the message board 2) all the talk on the board about how girls think he is cute...dude, he is NOT CUTE at all..I just like him b/c of "history)
I also have no balls when it comes to work. I can't face any one talking to me about how I do things without turning bright red (like if I get emotional about it..I can't just be tough about it, I give my emotion away in my face) and I can't stand up to people a lot of the time, I jsut cower.
I also had no balls in softball. If I was more aggressive then maybe I would have actually made it to freaking varsity.
Umm...ever since I put the word "Lebanese" on my AOL profile I get a nightly IM from some random Lebanese guy asking for my pic, and asking if I date, and being all sleezy. I hate men :(
I think this is all for today. I'm super tired.
I may also be a coward when it comes to guys.
soo...a few things to comment on:
1) I have no balls. I have realized this, but first what the hell is "having balls": courage, strength etc? why are these adjectives associated with Male genetalia if they do not live up to this definition themselves??
I say I have no balls b/c although I am an "instigator" I really can't do the things I want to. I am totally nervous about trying to hook up wiht Justin. It feels totally wrong (1) he contradicted me on the message board 2) all the talk on the board about how girls think he is cute...dude, he is NOT CUTE at all..I just like him b/c of "history)
I also have no balls when it comes to work. I can't face any one talking to me about how I do things without turning bright red (like if I get emotional about it..I can't just be tough about it, I give my emotion away in my face) and I can't stand up to people a lot of the time, I jsut cower.
I also had no balls in softball. If I was more aggressive then maybe I would have actually made it to freaking varsity.
Umm...ever since I put the word "Lebanese" on my AOL profile I get a nightly IM from some random Lebanese guy asking for my pic, and asking if I date, and being all sleezy. I hate men :(
I think this is all for today. I'm super tired.
I may also be a coward when it comes to guys.