I'm ok
Whatever... and that's all I have to say.... SIKE. I've been getting really frustrated with a lot of things lately, but it really doesn't matter. All the matters is that I have food to eat and a bed to sleep on. I am blessed with awesome friends and a family that really cares. I have goals and desires that I doubt would do anyone else any good except make me feel comfortable. I wish I was more motivated musically right now. And right when I feel that music is my main ability, I allow my pessimism to let me down over and over again. Although I enjoy it, I'm tired of just listening. I want to make music. Maybe I'm just too stubborn wanting to do this on my own.